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Diary of a fuckpig

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Synopsis: A submissive transvestites voluntary descent in to hell


It seems like ive only been asleep for five minutes when the alarm goes off.  i feel so tired but i have another long day ahead of me serving my Pimp as His transvestite whore and sex slave.  i run my fingers round my leather collar before throwing off the thin blanket which serves as my bed linen and start to get ready for another cycle of violent physical and sexual abuse.   Looking down at my bed its a wonder i manage to sleep at all its just a thin foam mattress stained with blood, semen, urine and vomit on a metal frame.   At each corner there are lengths of thin twine which my Pimp uses to tie me down when He wants to whip me or watch me get gang raped by Groups of Men.  When He first bought me He kept me tied face down for three days and nights while Gangs of Men arrived to fuck me.  Even when i wanted to go toilet He refused to release me so i was forced to lie there in my own filth like some stinking piece of fuckmeat while Strangers pounded my poor asscunny and jammed shit smeared cocks down my throat.  It was so wonderful being treated like that!  i just knew i wanted to suffer some more!  In accordance with my Owners instructions my first drink of the day is my own urine fresh from my tiny penis.  He has put me on a diet saying i am too fat to be one of His whores.  My breakfast also comes from my body a nice thick turd which slips easily out of my anus and plops on to the rusty metal of my eating tray.  This is my usual start to the day be it eating my own shit or Someone elses.  i am a very accomplished shitslave  - i have made loads of money for my Pimps by being sold as a shitslut!!   The first piece of my waste is followed by several smaller lumps and long sticky strings of last nights spunk tasty reminders of how i was fucked bareback last night.  i look down at the greasy brown chunks, then clasp my hands firmly behind my back and kneel down on the bare wooden floor to eat.  Slowly chewing and swallowing i relish the acrid taste and smell of my own faeces.  Oh God - i only have to smell a blocked toilet to feel hungry now!   After that i take my hormone pill the pills im on at the moment are nearly 100% oestrogen and are designed for female cows to increase their milk yield.  The effect has been quite dramatic my breasts have grown to a 36B and i have put on loads of weight on my hips and belly which is why i am on a diet. Because i put fresh red nail polish on when i came in early this morning all thats left for me to do is put some make up on, get dressed and spray myself with cheap perfume.  my clothing is the bare minimum to keep me decent a denim miniskirt which just covers my ample buttocks, a thin red boob tube and a fake fur jacket.  i tuck my penis between my legs and hold it in place with a tiny pair of thong panties which have already been well used by one of my Pimps other whores.  Wearing a skirt this short i must be careful that my genitals dont drop out during the day.  No shoes or stockings even though winter is approaching i am devoted to going everywhere in bare feet.  Last winter it was pure hell streetwalking barefoot in the ice and snow but my Pimp stayed firm with me.  No need to worry about my grey hair as i have it tied back in a long greasy ponytail. 

Opening the back door to my flat i step quickly down the metal fire escape which is the only way up to the 3rd floor where i live and walk up to the bus stop which is about half a mile away.  A stiff breeze chills my wasted genitals and naked legs and belly and my poor bare feet are soon frozen by the ice cold pavement.  In the morning i work as a cleaner at the Train Station cleaning the railway carriages and Station Toilets.  my Pimp found me this menial job when i got fired from my last job because of my blatant homosexuality.  The turning point came when my Boss found me having sex with a Group of Men in the factory toilets.  my cleaning job doesnt pay much but its the sort of work thats perfect for a weak and useless homosexual fuckpig like me. 

Oh fuck the bus is late again!  That means i will be late for the fourth time this month through no fault of my own but i will still be punished.  Hopefully it will only be a beating!  In the past i have been stripped naked and made to walk up and down the railway tracks carrying sacks filled with stone chippings till i am exhausted.

When the Bus arrives i get on and sit down at the front where everyone can see me.  i have been a homosexual prostitute for nearly ten years now and i have no shame at all.  All my self respect has been beaten out of me by years of physical, verbal and sexual violence.  Needless to say as the bus fills up i receive quite a few dirty looks from the Men that get on.  All i can do is look down at the floor and my lovely bare feet.  When my stop comes up i stand up and walk to the door wiggling my hips then stand on tip toe to flaunt my long legs and beautiful bare feet decorated with red nail polish, ankle chains and toe rings.  i think i look like a sexy young slave girl but the disappointing truth is im just a pathetic middle aged homosexual wearing soiled rags with a severe body odour problem. my personal hygiene is abysmal.  i hardly ever bother with washing now instead i rub scented oil in to my skin. To prove how worthless i am i look round the front row of Male passengers who are staring at me with complete hatred.  One of Them, a regular leans forward and spits on the floor of the bus a thick gooey piece of phlegm.  i smile at Him and get down on my knees to lick it up using my lips and tongue to clean up the green blob of greasy mucus.  Oh God i love doing that!!  One of my favourite pastimes is eating cigarette butts from the floor.

i have to move to get to work on time but even then im five minutes late.  my Supervisor is a middle aged Man who hates me so its no surprise He sends me to the set of train carriages which are furthest away.  He is a Sadistic Bastard at the best of times.  i trip and stumble over the tracks and gravel in my bare feet and climb up inside the first carriage to start work.  As i clean i come across food packaging with remains inside which i eat.  For the past year my Pimp has stopped buying me food so i am reduced to scavenging for scraps.  He says its to counter the side effects of my hormone pills.  i dont find too much to eat just a stale beef burger which has been used as an ashtray and a half eaten pie which is also full of cigarette butts.  i quickly gobble them down then carry on cleaning working hard to make the train as clean as possible.  Sometimes my Supervisor inspects my work and if its not up to standard i am punished severely.  When ive finished there i get a message i have to go to the Male toilets in the main station. It gives me a chance to flaunt myself across the Station Entrance Hall and i make the most of it twisting my sexy hips and parading myself like the low-class prostitute i am.

my Supervisor is waiting for me when i get there, together with three Women.  Seeing Them well dressed in boots and thick winter coats reminds me of how little im wearing.  But i am only a barefoot sex slave and i must be thankful to my Pimp for allowing me to wear the sexy rags i am dressed in.

“Strip” i remove my scanty clothing and stand there stark naked in the ice cold air of a Public Toilet while They examine my pierced and tattooed body from my bare feet and red toenails up to my withered genitals finishing at my heavily made up face with my steel nose ring. 

“You were late”

“yes Sir”

“You need to be reminded of who the Boss is”

“yes Sir”

“Bend over”

i lean over a row of sinks and count the lashes as They hit my back and buttocks before turning over so They can inflict more on my breasts, belly and genitals.  After each stinging blow i thank Them and ask for another one just like any other well trained slave would. 

“Get dressed and clean that up” He tells me pointing at two large pools of vomit “Not with a mop either you stupid cunt.  Understand?”

“yes Sir”  i slip back in to my whores clothes being careful to tuck my penis away before kneeling down to lick up the filth from the ground.  Using long strokes of my tongue i scour the filthy tiles and round the base of the toilet bowls till all the foul puke is gone.  While im doing that one of the Women pulls Her trousers down and squats down to release a flood of liquid shit on to the floor.  i know whats expected of me: 

“please Mistress may i please clean the floor Mistress please?”

“Beg you fucking pig”

“Please Mistress, i beg You please may i clean up.  i must lick the floor Mistress please”

She seems satisfied with my whining and all four of Them watch me perform my duties as a barefoot toilet slave.  When im finished i thank Her for letting me be Her shitpig.  Sometimes there will be just my Supervisor and some of His Friends to taunt and humiliate me.    

Next i am told to sweep one of the platforms, so its back out to show myself in Public.   It hasnt got any warmer and my skimpy rags give me very little protection against the cold.  It takes a long time to sweep the concrete especially now that People are starting to arrive.  my slaves bare feet are black with filth by the time i finish sweeping the cold concrete and i am starving!   While i was in the middle of doing that two Men came up and forced me to perform oral sex on Them gripping my head and pushing Their cocks down my throat as far as They could fucking my face.  When They come i try to swallow as much as possible but They dont let me choosing to spray Their precious seed over my face and tits.  i carry on working with my face and chest now shiny with a layer of spunk.   


After my morning shift as a cleaner i wander in to Town to meet my Pimp.  Sometimes He has given me money to buy make up and my favourite red nail polish so i go to a little side shop where The Owners know me as one of His whores.  If i need tampons to plug my asscunny or condoms for my Clients then They make sure the shop is full of Men before offering me super absorbent tampax and heavy duty rubbers.  i much prefer my Clients to fuck me bareback anyway and i have taken more cock like this than anything else.  My Pimp was really impressed with me when He discovered this even though He knows i am certain to get infected with HIV sooner or later and as such this lifestyle is my Death Sentence.  i know its unsafe as well, but i cant help myself i am infatuated with being the best barefoot bareback transvestite cumslut that i can be!!

i walk through the streets to meet my Pimp and WhoreMaster.  He may be years younger than me but He really knows what sort of brutal & sadistic treatment i need.  He has only owned me for a year but in that time i have taken more cock and endured more cruelty than ever!  He never fucks me though He says my disease riddled cunt is not worthy of His Magnificent Black Penis.  If i am especially fortunate He allows me to eat His shit and drink His urine but i have to ask Him for it which i always do begging Him to let me be His toilet!  Oh God i love Him so much and i adore being His dirty piece of sissy white trash fuckmeat!  

All my clothing is second hand, cast offs from His other whores.  i cant remember the last time i wore trousers and all my skirts have been tiny mini skirts which only just leave me decent. i have a few dresses, mostly made from sheer materiel so my nudity is blatantly obvious when i am out working the streets.  i do have one pair of shoes, black high heel slingback sandals but i very rarely wear them.  They have a 4 inch heel and hurt my feet whenever i put them on.  i much prefer going barefoot as a symbol of my willing slavery.

i get to the back door of the Club without too much trouble. my Owner is entertaining His Friends and i dont want to be late.  Naturally enough He doesnt want to be interrupted by a stinking piece of barefoot fuckmeat so i wait outside on my knees with my hands on my head for Him to fetch me.  im less than two feet away from a main road but i stay there oblivious to the looks i must be getting.  My only thoughts are that of a well trained sex slave waiting for her Owner to come for her. i spare a few moments to think about how i came to be kneeling outside a door barefoot in my whores rags with nothing to look forward to except sexual abuse.  my first serious experience as a prostitute came after i placed an advert proclaiming myself as “a barefoot transvestite fuckpig eager to be turned out as a whore for Black Men.  i will also accept any permanent damage or mutilation.”  My first few Pimps were total sadists who made me live up to my promises by arranging frequent gang bangs for me which left me crushed and bleeding.  Once i was rented out to a Gang of Men who just wanted to knock my teeth out, hence my wearing of dentures.  During this period i was also trained to be a toilet pig, swallowing large quantities of Human and Animal faeces till my stomach could tolerate it and i learned to enjoy it.  i was also given regular beatings but it was my fault for not working hard enough and i learned to accept that as well.  Multiple convictions for Indecent Exposure in Public and Gross Obscenity saw my name being added to the Sex Offenders Register.  Every so often i am arrested and taken in for questioning normally about my Pimp.  i hate it when that happens.  Not only do I lose money but it guarantees me a session of cruel torture as my Pimp tries to find out if i have told the Police anything.   One night He thought it would be fun to execute me so i was bound hand and foot and slowly suspended from the ceiling.  Three times i passed out and was revived with buckets of cold water.    One Man liked to tie me up with barbed wire and leave me outside for the night.  That was hard, especially if it was raining.  i have always been an extreme bondage slag so i didnt object to being naked and bound for my Masters pleasure.

At last my Owner comes giving me the chance to fall in love with Him again.  Hes just too Gorgeous for words, a Hunky Young Man who has offered me the chance to continue living my dream of being a Black Mans Whore!  Hes carrying a rope collar which He loops around my neck before dragging me inside on my hands and knees.  He may be years younger than me but He certainly does appreciate how to treat a revolting piece of homosexual fuckmeat like me!   After i have licked His boots He takes my false teeth and glasses off me and sends me in to the male toilets where i begin work straight away sucking and fucking for Him.  Soon my hot little fucktube and my mouth are both full of ManCock and spunk!  i can see the bright flashes as People take pictures of me being spit roasted and it turns me on even more knowing that my degradation is being recorded.  Hopefully the pictures will be spread around and i will get some more yummy cock for my hungry fucktube!  Some Men use me as a urinal and fill me with hot rancid urine slapping my face hard if i spill any.

My Owner comes back in to the toilets.

“lets see those tits piggy”

i pull up my top to show Him my breasts and pierced nipples which have padlocks through the holes.  The keyholes have been filled with glue so removing them is not an easy job.  He grips one of my tits and slowly injects saline fluid in to the end of my nipple.  The pain is unbelievable!  After doing the same with the other one He puts nipple trainers on to stretch my tender flesh.  Next He produces some thin flex which He winds around my tits as ligatures making them stand out.

After that He wraps a strip of rubber around my ponytail.  my asscunny twitches and i tremble with excitement He wants me to be a bitch!!  He takes me out to the yard and positions me on a patch of gravel in front of a crowd of People.  He tells Them that i am His bitch and to demonstrate it i will now be offered up to some Dogs.  First of all my cuntlips must be loosened up and He gives me a thick rubber dildo to use.  i make it wet with my saliva before feeling gently for the opening to my fuckhole and once its in i squat down hard driving it deep inside myself letting out a soft moan of lust as my rectum is jammed wide open.  Its not in case the Dogs damage me, but in case i harm the Dogs.  my shitcunt is used to this sort of treatment.  The first two Dogs are nervous and dont last very long, but the next five know exactly what to do The first one is a Rottweile called Bruno and i have been His bitch before.  He presents His backside to me so i can lick His anus pushing my tongue as far as i can inside His rectum.  i also reach between His hind legs to find His cock.  He turns round and squirts urine on my face then mounts me and grips my ponytail in His jaws keeping me firmly under control while He fucks me pumping my sloppy asscunt full of lovely hot Dogcum.  The gravel hurts my hands and knees but each time i move i am He growls and pulls me back in to position. Again i can see flashbulbs going off so i know my performance is being recorded.  After a while my bladder is screaming for relief but i dare not move my only choice is to urinate in front of The Crowd who think its great!

“Its pissing itself!” They shout and Their derision make so horny!  My Owner gives me a large jug and i empty my bladder in to it so my Owner can pour the strong and frothy liquid over my head.  

When its over my anus feels like its been ripped open but my Owner has no sympathy for me calling me “a silly bitch for not stretching it enough”.  He gives me time to clean up and put fresh make up on before sending me back out on to the streets in search of more cocks to empty. 

“youve got six hours cunt” he says watching me walk out.  Oh God another six hours of streetwalking!  i do as He says and step out on to the cold streets hoping to find some Clients who will pay for a chance to abuse me.  It turns out to be a good night i am approached by a Gang of Men who want a painpig for some extreme treatment.   They take me round the back of a deserted factory where i strip to my panties and then suffer as They use thin twine to suspend me by my wrists so my bare toes are just touching the ground.

“£300 for an hour OK pig?”

“yes Sir.  Please Hurt me”

As whippings go its not too bad.  i have taken far worse beatings during my time as a sex slave.  By the time They finish i am dripping with sweat from the effort of hanging there and my body is striped with angry red marks.  i get dressed and go out looking for more cock, working hard for my Superior Black Master sucking and fucking for money till its time to home back to my hovel.  Tomorrow will be the same again im such a lucky cumslut!!






My change of job


Theres not much to cheer about when i arrive for work.  To begin with im late (again!) and my Boss is waiting for me.

“Where the fuck have you been!”

i look down at the ground i was out whoring for my Pimp till the early hours and i overslept.  My Boss notices the pink nail polish im wearing as well as my effeminate clothing pink jeans, a white frilly blouse and open toed shoes.  He knows i am a rampant homosexual but i hope He doesnt notice my make up.  The day passes slowly at dinnertime i make my way in to Town to meet my Owner and find out where He wants me to go tonight.  my Owner is a Gorgeous Black Man, about half my age but a very experienced WhoreMaster.  When im halfway there i slip my shoes off and roll my jeans halfway up my calf so my pretty bare feet decorated with ankle chains and toe rings are on display.  my Owner likes me to go barefoot and i love it!

Hes waiting for me outside a Club, a Young Black Man to who i am slowly giving my life.  Already He has a set of keys to my flat and full access to my bank accounts. 

“Afternoon piggy” He says pointing at the ground.  i kneel down and kiss His boots not caring whos watching. 

“you up to working tonight?”

“yes please Sir”      

“Good girl.  Throw those shoes away and follow me”

i do as He orders and follow Him in to the Club as His barefoot whore.  He takes me in to the toilets where for the next half hour i perform oral sex for £10 a time.  Kneeling there on the urine stained floor i work hard for my Master sucking cock and swallowing spunk.  When im finished my Pimp comes in to collect my earnings and He gives me another pair of shorts to wear back to work tight denim cut offs which are slit to the waist on both sides!

“you like them?” He asks

“yes thank you Sir”

i have to redo my nails as well with a bright red polish covering up the less obvious pink i had on.  With my tight shorts, bright red toenails and sexy bare feet i look every inch a slut!

“you can go back to work like that” my Pimp tells me “about time you stopped pissing about and showed People what a pathetic piece of shit you really are”

“yes Sir”  Oh God His abuse makes me so fucking randy.  He wants me to work full time for Him eventually, and i do as well.  Thats why i must do everything possible to get fired from this job. 

My Boss goes mad when i return to work barefoot and wearing denim rags.  It didnt help that i was late because i took time to redo my make up and put perfume on!  He sent me down to clean the warehouse:

ive been sweeping for about an hour now when i become aware that i am being watched.  Turning round i see a Gang of Men looking at me with hate.  Conscious of my bare feet and slutty clothing i smile nervously and carry on but then theres a rush of feet and my arms are gripped suddenly and held while my wrists are bound.  They drag me over to a crane and hang me by my arms till my bare toes are just touching the ground. 

“Were here to teach you a lesson”

All i can do is beg Them not to hurt me.  They begin by pulling my shorts and thong panties down to expose my pierced cock and balls.  Next my blouse is pulled over my head and then taped blindfolding and gagging me in one swift cruel move. 

Hanging there i wonder whats next.  i am used to being beaten up for offering my services to Queer Bashers.  Sometimes They will pay my Pimp for the opportunity to batter a homosexual fuckpig and it hurts!  i have already been told my treatment will be cruel and violent but it still takes all my courage to walk in to a room full of Men knowing that in a few minutes i will be begging for mercy as They flog me with whips, belts or sometimes Their fists.  Afterwards i am taken out and dumped naked somewhere where my Pimp can find me.

The first lash hits me across my belly making me jerk in agony.  Oh FUCK!  Its quickly followed by ten more on my back, buttocks, chest and legs. 

“Are you going to quit?”

i shake my head and more torture follows.  One of Them gets some large crocodile clips and clamps them to my penis and testicles.  The toothed metal jaws squeeze my genitals but i still refuse to give up even when They whip me some more. 

When my Pimp sees the marks on my body He is so proud of me!  The next day i go to work in bare feet again but this time i wear a miniskirt and halter top.  Again i am beaten and tortured.  This goes on for nearly a week till my Boss finds me in the toilets having sex with three Lorry Drivers.  i am concentrating so hard on the cocks in my rectum and mouth that i fail to notice Him watching my performance as a barefoot fuckpig.  When the three Men have left He tells me im fired.

i celebrate by asking my Pimp to start training me as a toilet.  He does better than that and takes me in to the Park where He forces me to eat as much dogshit as i can.  Kneeling there barefoot on the grass with my mouth full of foul canine faeces i listen to Him telling me what a worthless piece of shit i am and how Hes going to make me in to the best fuckpig ever!     

i hope so!

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