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[b]Background Info[/b]
[i]Mattie
& Cerys are a 24/7
D/s lesbian couple. Cerys
is a pushy sub and also prone to self harming if not given the correct type of
attention from her Dom.[/i]
I had been pushing it for a while now. I knew Mattie would take me in hand
eventually but I wasn’t quite expecting what actually happened. After a particularly heavy night of playing
in one of our S&M suites, downstairs
in the club Mattie decided she had had enough of my back chat and lip and
decided to try again with my training. It
had never been successful before but she kept trying anyway.
Mattie took me to our room and tied me to
the bed face down. My legs were wide
apart and my arms and my head was to the side looking at her. She reached her hand between my legs and
inserted her fingers, finger fucking me. She closed all the curtains round the four
poster bed and got out the drawer of dildos.
“Mattie please. I can’t take anymore. I need to cum. Please.”
“You’re going to cum when I spank you
babe.”
“Oh,
no, I can’t take that again. Mattie!”
“Unless you have anything interesting to
say to me I suggest you shut up before I shut you up.” She said and wiggled a gag in front of my
face. She was being really gentle with
me and she wiped the hair out of my face.
She lubed up my ass.
“Mattie.” We hadn’t done butt play for a while but I
was up for it. Anything
to get me closer to my orgasm. She
put a butt plug in and pumped it up. I
moaned. She whispered.
“I’m going to put some plastic sheeting
down underneath you. You’re going to cum
from pain alone tonight. No touching
your clit and no penetration. Just pain. Sadistic
pain and you should ejaculate aswell. I
want to catch it.” I smiled and
then grimaced knowing how much pain there would have to be before I came.
“You need to get your blood sugar up
before I do this. Here.” She made me eat some food and a couple of
special dextrose tablets.
“I need a wee Mattie.” She had a special device and held it under
me and I went. It had taken a lot of
practice to do that but I had better orgasms when I didn’t
piss at the same time. We were ready. I felt better for the sugar and I was ready
for the pain. Mattie had a sadistic look
in her eye. She knelt on the bed and
then sat cross legged.
“I’m going to let this hand go and I want
you to play with me while I do this.”
I moaned again knowing that the feelings of my fingers inside her would
make me ache for it. She let my arm go
on one side nearest her and I shook my arm a bit and then gently stroked her
clit and inserted a couple of fingers. She
was dripping.
“Fucking whore.” She slapped me with a ruler and I cried
out laughing.
“O.k., same as yesterday. You count fifty or I start over.” I buried my head in anticipation. I wanted to count this time just in case I
really needed her to stop. I knew she
would, if I went to the trouble to
count then she would stop.
“If you take your hand away from my clit
then I’ll crack it until you put it back.
Understand?” I nodded and she
cracked my backside.
“Speak!” I flinched but kept my hand there.
“Yes!”
“O.k. Here goes babe. You can cum whenever you want to as many
times as you like.” She laughed, knowing it usually took penetration or
pressure and she knew she was going to get to crack me a lot. I felt her adrenalin building too. I could smell her. She started with her hand. I counted 15 before she changed to the
flogger. She was working slightly
different areas than the night before but it still hurt like hell and I was
yelling by thirty. For the last 20 she
changed to the ruler. They hurt the most
like fire ripping through each stroke. I
couldn’t take it. I moved my hand to
protect my backside and she grabbed the d ring attached to the wrist cuff and
cracked my knuckles three times keeping tight hold of the cuff as I tried to
get away and then she carried on, on my
backside. I should have shouted out when
she got to fifty and when I didn’t she just carried on. She worked on one of my inner thighs. I went past the point of no return and over
into orgasm just before I thought I might die.
She was right about the ejaculation.
I felt it. While I was still
orgasming she leant over my body and felt inside me. I was well lubricated and she easily slid her
hand in and balled up her fist. She
moved it slowly in and out and then jammed on my clit from underneath and I
came again hard over and over. She
unfastened me and we made love again. I
was too exhausted to do anything for her but she didn’t seem to care. We lay in bed and she held me and kissed me
til I fell asleep. I was in a worse
state in the morning. My backside hurt
so much. Mattie joined me in the shower.
“You read for your beating today? I thought I’d do it early.” I looked at her in the eyes and couldn’t
tell if she was joking.
“Eyes down.” My cunt twinged whenever she said that
although usually I didn’t obey. Today I
did. I looked down and she smiled.
“Glad to see you’re getting the message. I’m giving you 10 days off beatings to heal
but I expect complete submission. I’m
going to be keeping you inline and you’re not to leave my sight or even talk to
anyone without permission. If you do
I’ll gag you throughout the day even when Imogen is there. You’re not to talk to her or Peggy unless I
allow it. You can talk to me.” I wanted to be a smart ass but the mood she
was in I didn’t dare. I realized for the
first time that I didn’t dare. It was a
weird feeling. Mattie was always
sadistic but never normally as Dominant as this. I never usually felt able to submit. There was nothing stopping me calling the
whole thing off but I didn’t want to. Being
controlled was fantastic, especially
when she wouldn’t even let me out of the same room as her. She told me what to dress and how to look and
then she got ready. I lit a cigarette, wondering for a second if I should have
asked. Even that thought turned me on
but she didn’t say anything. She
beckoned me over. I stood in front of
her looking down. I could tell she was
smiling.
“Very good Angel. Look at me now.” I did.
“I’m supposed to go into the bar for a
meeting but I don’t want to take you in there with me. I need you where I can see you so I have set
up a little surveillance and it runs to this camera. You are to stay in this room.” I went to complain…
“Or,
you can come and sit at my feet in the meeting. You choose.”
“Why can’t I just go in the flat?”
“Because you can’t. I don’t want you around anyone. I’ll only be an hour. Don’t give me any shit Cerys, or else I’ll restrain you.” I looked down sulking and tutted.
“Right!” I started protesting. She grabbed my wrist and snapped it to my
collar and the other one too so I had my arms up and my hands links at the back
of my neck. She was calm. She took me over to the wall in the corner. I knew there was a camera on that corner. She clipped my collar to the wall so my face
was an inch off it. She kicked my legs
apart and I nearly fell over.
“Keep your legs apart or I will use a
spreader bar.” I did.
“I’ll be back in an hour.” And she went. I cried,
but out of love and happiness. By
the time she came back I was bored stiff and my legs were about to give way. She turned me round with my hands still
fastened to my neck and she kissed me. She
looked right in my eyes and I just looked at her.
“I’m going to torture you. I’m going to deny you your senses. I’m going to exhaust you physically and
mentally and I’m going to deny you all release until I decide you are allowed
to cum for me. You are not going to
leave this room now, indefinitely. And whenever I have to leave you, you’re going to be restrained because I
don’t trust you. You don’t have to
submit anymore because I’m taking over control of everything you do.”
“Mattie?”
“What?” I just sighed and smiled. She smiled and kissed me.
“I need the toilet.”
“You can wait.”
“But…..”
“You want a catheter in? That’ll make you wait.” I swallowed hard. I was so turned on by this new side to her.
“Turn around.” I did. She put a blindfold on me.
“If you try and take this off I’ll replace
it with a hood.” She unhooked my arms
and pulled me over to the bed.
“Shake them out.” I did as they had gone dead. It felt nice to have them down again. She pushed me onto the bed. I sat on the edge and she lay me down and
fastened my arms outstretched one to the head of the bed and one to the foot. She them placed a cushion under my bottom and
strapped my feet to the head and foot of the bed. I was quite comfortable. I had no idea what she was going to do and
that scared the crap out of me. I didn’t
know whether to expect pain or what. The
first I knew of what she had planned was when she disinfected my clit and urethral
opening.
“Mattie,
what are you doing? Can I talk to
you?”
“If you want to but the minute you start pissing
me off you can shut up so no whining.”
I was just going to moan about the blindfold but the mood Mattie was in
I didn’t fancy a gag so I kept quiet. I
heard her laughing.
“Oh baby,
can’t you trust yourself not to whine at me?” She clipped one side of my pussy lips
back against my thigh and I thrashed about in agony. She picked up the crop and hit my thigh until
I stayed still. When she did the other
side I didn’t move. She bent down and
kissed my clit. I shuddered and caught
my breath. I felt her with the tube for
the catheter.
“I can hold it.”
“I know you can and you’re going to.”
“How long for?”
“As long as I decide. I have a meeting in forty minutes. I’ll be gone for an hour.” I pretty much needed to pee now. We had never done this type of play before. It was pretty exciting. I sucked my breath in as she pushed the
catheter in. I could feel some pee
escaping. It felt bizarre. I felt something happening and then the pee
stopped escaping.
“What have you done?”
“There is a little balloon inside now and
it’s holding the tube in place. I’ve
turned the tap off so you can’t pee now until I let you. How does it feel? Tell me.”
“It feels like I need to pee Mattie.”
“Badly?”
“Well,
yeah.”
“Try and pee then.”
“I can’t!” She slapped me as I shouted at her and I
laughed. She taped the tube to my
stomach and then let the clips off my pussy lips. I screamed as the blood flooded back to the
gripped parts. Mattie sucked them hard
but stayed away from my clit.
“I need to cum Mattie.”
“I’ll bet.
No baby, you’re going to wait to
pee and you’re going to wait to cum. Come
over here now.” She let me up and
clipped my hands behind my back and led me over to a set of hooks in the floor
and wall. She stood me facing the wall
and pushed down on my shoulder.
“Kneel.” I did and she pulled my legs wide apart
in the kneeling position. I could sit on
my backside but it made my inner muscles ache after a while so the best
position to be in was kneeling up. I was
near enough to the wall to rest my head on it but it wasn’t a restful position. I was fixating on my need to pee now and that
was a very bizarre sensation. I still
had the blindfold on. Mattie bent down
at the back of me.
“How do you feel? Tell me in detail.”
“I’m tired and I want to pee really badly
now. I can’t wait an hour Mattie. I’ll burst.”
“I have done my research on this. You don’t think I’d do this without that do
you?”
“No but…”
“But what? You doubt me and my abilities to protect you
and take care of you? You think I
haven’t thought that maybe the rules don’t apply when your bladder is full
already.” I hung my head as she said
the thought I’d been having. Without
warning she cracked me across my naked back and my arms with her belt. I screamed as she did it 10 times. She grabbed a fistful of my hair and yanked
my head back.
“If you don’t trust me then I’ll untie you
right now and we can go and watch tv. Right now!”
“I do!
I do, I swear.”
“Fucking shut it then or I’ll make you
shut it.” I nodded miserably.
“Speak!”
“Yes Mattie.”
“I’ll be back in an hour. I’ll be watching you. No one else. Just me.” She let go of my hair and went out. I had pissed her off now and I felt miserable. It was a submissive miserable feeling to have
doubted her. I also felt deeply
uncomfortable physically and my bladder felt like it was going to burst. Having my legs apart made it feel worse but I
couldn’t close them. I also couldn’t get
comfortable. I leant my head against the
wall but that made my back ache. My
shoulders aches and my legs ached and I was tired from all the emotions I was
feeling. I started to cry and just cried. I heard someone come in and knew it would be
Mattie. She came over behind me. I sat up and tried to stop crying.
“Was that an hour?”
“No,
but you don’t think I’m going to leave you like this do you?”
“I’m alright. I want to take it, for you.”
“I know you do and you’re going to but I’m
not leaving you alone with raw emotions.
I know what this is all about. I
also know that you’re depressed enough to try something stupid over this with
Tasha so you will not get the chance. You
will spend your time while she is away focusing on the pain and pleasure that I
can bring to you and your body. You will
be so exhausted tonight that you will sleep my sweet baby, without medication. How does your bladder feel?”
“It’s all I can think about.” I heard her laugh softly and knew that
was what she wanted. I felt her untie my
feet and she helped me up. I was
disorientated with the blindfold on. She
picked me up easily and carried me over her shoulder. It pressed on my bladder and I thought it
would actually burst. She stood me in
the shower.
“Can you take the blindfold off?”
“No.
Leave it on.” I was about the
protest but I felt her stiffen and I didn’t.
She relaxed again. She reached
round me and clipped my hands outstretched high up in the shower and my collar
to the wall from the back. I felt her
bend down and she clipped my feet wide apart too. I felt her breath on my clit and my knees
went. I hung by my wrists. I quickened my breath as she slowly inserted
her fingers inside me. I was so near
orgasm but it was being denied by her not touching of my clit. It was agony and heaven at the same time. I wanted to beg but I knew that would piss
her off so I kept quiet.
“Good little bottom, keeping quiet aren’t we? Are you ready for this?” I didn’t reply and she just folded her
thumb in and balled up her hand into a fist and she was in. I groaned at the sensation and at the feeling
of pressure on my bladder. I felt her, with her other hand un-tape the tube.
“Let’s hope I can release this with one
hand. I want you to hold it when I
remove the tube ok? Some will leak out, and that’s alright, but hold the rest.”
“Mattie….”
“I said hold it! Or you will be punished. I will not allow you to cum if you piss all
over me.” I started crying again and
she laughed. I had forgotten how
sadistic she could be when she wanted to be.
She started removing the tube and I started trying to hold it in. It was impossible while the tube was being
pulled out. That was a weird sensation
in itself. When it was all the way out
she shouted at me.
“Hold it!
Hold it in, you can do it!” She started slowly fisting my cunt and
that just made me pee more. I couldn’t
hold it and it just all came out. All
down my legs and all over her presumably.
“You’re pathetic. You can’t even do that for me.” She pulled her fist out and left me there
while she went to wash herself. I was
covered in piss and still hadn’t cum. She
stayed silent for a while and I heard knocking on the outer bedroom door. I heard Mattie leave the bathroom and so I
made sure all the pee was gone from my bladder.
My orgasm had gone right down but it was there to be brought back up the
minute Mattie’s attention was back on me.
She eventually came back and the shower
started up. It was freezing and I
screamed. I screamed more than if she
was beating me. She ignored me and just
washed me with shower gel. My orgasm
went to nothing with the cold water. After
she was done she dried me. She felt
inside me again.
“Your wet through
up there. Naughty
naughty. I’ve got to go
downstairs for a while. I’ve got a
present for you.” She let me go and
lead me into the bedroom again. She
stood me facing the bed and then clipped my arms to two ropes and pulled them
slightly so that my arms were away from my body and unable to touch myself but they were hanging pretty loosely. She turned me round so that the ropes pulled
my arms crossed over behind my but they weren’t tied together. It was more comfortable.
“Legs apart.” I did.
She took the blindfold off me and I blinked, blinded by the light. She looked more beautiful than ever. She smiled and held up a chastity belt. I let my head hang realising that I was being
denied orgasm again but I was intrigued by this idea. It was leather and thick plastic so she could
see my cunt through the front. I
wouldn’t be able to stimulate my clit at all.
“I want you to be full while you wear this.
I need to give you an enema. I’m going to do that here.” I looked round and there was equipment. We had never done much anal play and I had
never had an enema before. I looked in
her eyes and just put my trust in her and she smiled.
“How much do you want me right now?” I stared at her lips.
“More than anything. I’d do anything to be able to touch you.”
“I know you would. If you’re good and you take this punishment
well then….”
“Punishment?”
“For pissing all over me
and for doubting me! I told you, you would be punished!”
“I’m sorry!”
“Don’t fucking
shout at me!” I lowered my voice.
“I’m sorry.”
“You fucking will be. You will not be allowed to orgasm til
tomorrow now.” That turned me on like
crazy. She had never done this before
either. She was being gentle but getting
angry quickly if I pissed her off. The
whole way she was being with me was new and exciting. She untied my hands, clipping them behind my back and took me
into the bathroom. It was nice to be
able to watch her. I didn’t want to piss
her off and make her blindfold me again so I kept quiet.
“Get down on your knees.” I did,
being careful not to fall flat on my face. She placed a small foot stool in front of me and
leant me over it and fastened my feet apart.
The tile floor had a huge drain in the middle and we were over that. The bathroom had been designed to play in it
but we never had until now. It was a
beautiful bathroom and was white tile everywhere. My tits hung down over the stool and my ass
was in the air. I had to hold my head up. There were mirrors everywhere in the bathroom
and I could see what she was doing behind me.
I watched as she lubed up my asshole and pushed the enema tube in. It was threaded through a butt plug and she
worked that in and then pumped it full of air to hold it in place. She pushed the tube in further. I knew it had a clamp off point where you
could stop the flow and leave it in there full of water. That worried me, but in a good way. I heard the tap running.
“I’m not doing this to be painful ok. I want to fill you up but it shouldn’t
cramp.” I nodded and she attached the
bag of water and held it up. It went in
slowly. I relaxed my head and let it
hang down. I was really tired now and
needed to sleep. I couldn’t see that
happening. I must have yawned and she
slapped my already bruised to hell bottom.
I cried out and laughed.
“Am I boring you?” I just smiled and shook my head.
“Wow,
babe, this is the quietest I’ve
ever known you. What are you afraid of?”
“Nothing.”
“Tell me or I’ll beat it out of you and
I’ll leave the water inside you the while time I’m doing it.” I didn’t fancy that.
“I don’t want the blindfold back on.”
“That’s why you’re being a good girl? Why don’t you want it on?”
“I want to be able to see you.” She smiled.
“Well, I have plans for you babe and some of them
involve you being able to see me and some don’t. You being quiet won’t affect them either
way.” I fake cried.
“Are you tired?”
“Yes.”
“You want me to stop? Untie you and put you to bed?”
“No.”
“Good job.” She rinsed the first lot out and a load
of crap came out. It felt so weird. Then she did it again but filled it with
double the amount. I could feel it deep
into my stomach. I just wanted to let it
all out. She rinsed that lot out herself
and then filled me again to capacity and cut off the tube. She untied my feet and helped me to stand up.
“Oh,
Mattie, that feels so full, like I’m going to explode.
“You need to keep it in for 15 minutes. I’m going to get your mind off it though. Come over here.” She led me out into the bedroom. Just walking with the plug in was hard enough. She sat on the bed and took her trousers off. She sat on the edge of the bed.
“Kneel in front of me. Keep your legs apart. I want you to lick me to orgasm. No hands.”
Being able to touch her was everything to me. The sensory depravation was worse than the
pain and everything else. I felt starved
of touching her body. I was pleased to
be able to lick her though. I knelt down
and gently started working my magic. My
own cunt was responding and wishing it was getting some. I had never felt so submissive even though I
was tied up. Mattie herself was
extremely turned on by what she was doing to me and she was wet. It didn’t take long to make her cum and she
came twice and flopped onto the bed. My
bowels were aching to be emptied now. She
got redressed and took me back into the bathroom and emptied me out down the
toilet.
“You’re clean now. Come here.” She got the chastity belt and fastened me
with my arms outstretched again but loose.
She made me stand with my legs apart.
I moaned as she took the enema plug out but she replaced it with a black
plug and inflated it a bit. She then
stood round the front of me and inserted the catheter back inside me and pumped
up the little balloon. She pushed in a
thick dildo, threaded the catheter
through a tiny hold for that purpose I assumed and tightly locked me into it. It fastened at either side and had a key that
she had. The front panel had an opening
which she opened and jammed her thumb into my clit which nearly brought me to
orgasm but she stopped just as I was there.
I cried out in frustration.
“Mattie,
please!”
“Ah ah. It wouldn’t be a punishment if it was nice
would it?” She closed the panel and
locked that too and then attached a bag to the catheter and opened it. It was the weirdest sensation ever and just
felt like I was pissing myself all the time.
“Mattie,
that feels horrible.”
“I’ll be gone an hour.”
“I’d rather hold it an hour.”
“No.
Punishment means discomfort.”
She hooked the bag to the chastity belt.
“If that bag gets really full you’ll have
to call out to me on the cameras. No, just stand there staring at it and I’ll know. I’m going to empty it before I go though so
it shouldn’t get full. It’ll still feel
horrible though.” She smiled.
“You’re evil.”
“I know.
So how do you feel?”
“Full.”
“I want you to sit down.”
“Oh Mattie.”
“You’ll do what I say.” I resigned myself to the fact. It was painful at first sitting on the butt
plug and the dildo but I got used to it.
She untied my hands and let them loose.
“Get dressed. Wear a short skirt that will cover the belt
and bag and a tight black top. Nothing else. I’m
sending Peggy in to check you out and order you some food. Do not let her see anything. No bruises no belt nothing and you are not
permitted to talk about what we’re doing up here, how long it will last, how you feel about it, me. You
stick to health questions but be respectful. Just tell her you’re not allowed to say but
do not explain why. I have sound on
these cameras and if you tell her anything you’ll be denied for a whole lot
longer than a day. I’ll torture you til
you think you’ll die unless you cum. You
eat and drink whatever she thinks you need ok?” I nodded and she picked the crop up.
“Yes,
Mattie, I will. Mattie?”
“What?”
“Can I kiss you?”
“Come here.” I went to her and she allowed me to put my
arms around her and we kissed tenderly. Then
she led me to the wall and simply clipped my collar to a short chain there.
“Right now I have to go. I’ll be watching you.”
“Mattie…”
“You can do this. You’re doing it for me. Remain focused.” I nodded.
I watched her leave and started crying but she didn’t come back. I knew she knew it was different kinds of
tears. She knew everything about me. I kept nearly falling asleep standing there
in total silence like that. We had been
in this scene for hours now. Nearly 24. I had had
no sleep. I soon knew about it if I let
myself fall asleep because my knees went and the collar choked me and jolted me
up again. I must have practically
dropped asleep standing up and woke up when Mattie unfastened me. She poured a jug of ice cold water over me. I screamed and came round quickly where she
had dropped me on the floor.
“Stay awake.” I was getting angry now and Mattie was
becoming more and more sadistic. She had
a fixed look in her eyes that told me she knew where she was going with this
scene. She knew she was pushing me hard. She reached down and took one nipple between
her thumb and forefinger and squeezed pulling me up by it. I screamed and stood up. It was early evening now. She hadn’t slept either but she was on a high. She kept squeezing my nipple harder and
harder and I was screaming.
“Shut up.” I leant my head back and just took it. I felt drunk from exhaustion and from being
on the edge of orgasm for so long. She
brought my arms around the front of me and fastened them to either end of the
foot of the bed so I was kneeling facing the bed.
“Stand up.” I did and my back was bent and my legs
were straight so I had my ass in the air.
Mattie had a strap-on, on.
“I’m going to allow you to cum while I’m
fucking you.” I started crying now with relief and woke up
a bit more. She inserted the end of the
strap-on in my cunt from behind. She was
so powerful, it
was like a head fuck being fucked from behind by her. It wasn’t something she usually did. None of this was. She held my hips and pulled herself deep into
me. My orgasm was welling up but I
needed pressure on my clit to actually cum and she knew it.
“Mattie!”
“Tell me what I want to hear.”
“I’m sorry. I’ll never doubt you again.”
“And….”
“I’m sorry I pissed when you said I
couldn’t.”
“And….”
I couldn’t think clearly, my
knees had gone. She was holding me up by
my hips.
“AND!”
“I don’t know.” I cried.
“Falling asleep without
permission!”
“I’m sorry for falling asleep without
permission!”
“Too late.”
“No!”
I screamed out and thought she was going to stop and as I did she jammed
hard onto my clit and I started orgasming.
She kept going with the strap-on and grinding my clit and I just disappeared
into myself orgasming over and over again.
She kept one hand on my clit and one hand reached round and squeezed my
nipple hard. The pain from that shot
fire into my cunt again and I had another orgasm. I had more or less collapsed now. Mattie took the strap-on out of me and off herself and lowered me to the floor. She unfastened my hands and carried me to the
bed where she fixed me in a star shape to the middle of the huge bed. She then climbed on top of me and started
licking and kissing me everywhere. I was
exhausted.
“Go to sleep. I’m going to clean you but you can sleep baby. Tell me what I want to hear.”
“I love you Mattie.”
“I love you Cerys.” She went to the foot of the bed and
started licking my cunt and all around it,
cleaning my own cum juices off. My
body started responding in my exhausted state and she licked me to orgasm again
while I was drifting into a subspace induced coma. Eventually she covered us both up and lay
holding me, kissing me and touching me
until I fell asleep still orgasming.
I don’t know how long I slept for but it
was days rather than nights. I couldn’t
wake up. Mattie kept feeding me and she
even put the catheter into me and left it attached to the bag. I got used to that feeling. She let me up to use the toilet properly but
then put me back to bed to recover. On
the 3rd day I came round. The
whole time I had been tied to the bed. Mattie
came over to me.
“Come on.
Let’s get you showered. You know, Imogen thinks your dead.” I smiled.
“Have you been fucking with her head?”
“Of course. Listen.
I’m going to allow you up today. You
may get dressed and you may do some tasks for me to help me with the club in
this room. If you fail the tasks, you will be punished. If you hurt yourself in any way then you will
be punished severely. Any self inflicted
injuries are going to result in torture and orgasm denial for 24 hours and if
you think what I did to you three days ago was bad, self inflicted wounds will incur the worst
kind of torture imaginable with no release.
I will bring you to the edge over and over again and then pour freezing
cold water on you again and again and after that there will be no orgasm. I’ll just stop the torture. It will not result in multiple orgasms but 24
hours of torture and then a week without orgasm following and if you think I
won’t carry it out then just try me. This
is the most serious offence you can commit.
Do you understand?”
“Yes.”
“Convince me!!”
“Yes,
I understand, Mattie
please.” She knew what I wanted and
she let my arms go. I put them round her
and she held me.
“You have gotten away with far too much
round here and it stops now. This is a
brand new day. You belong to me. I will do whatever I want with you whenever I
want and without argument. You will wear
my collar at all times and you are to call yourself my slave. You answer only to me and you speak to no one
else unless I give you permission. This
is to happen in this room only. When I
finally allow you out of here things are a bit different. I don’t want to squash your creativity or
your urges to defy me. I know you have
your pride and I love that, so whenever
you are allowed out of here you are allowed to be however you want to be. You can do what you want and play with the
other slaves all you want, answer back, be feisty but if I think you are out of
control at any point then I will put you on lock down up here and it’ll be a
fortnight before you’ll be allowed out and you’ll work for me. When we are up here alone you will be
courteous and respectful and obey without question. The self inflicted wound rule applies whether
you are in this room or out of this room.
Do you understand everything I have said?”
“Yes
Mattie.”
“Is there anything you want to say?”
“How long am I staying up here now?”
“You don’t need to know that. You just get used to it. I want you to get used to servitude before I
let you out there. You don’t need to
leave this room for a good while yet.”
I didn’t care. I just didn’t care
where I was as long as she was giving me attention. I relaxed and accepted that I might not see
the downstairs flat for a very long time.
I couldn’t have been happier.
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