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The Culling Lottery

Part 6 The Banquet

Chapter 6


Its funny.  A few days ago death was an abstract certitude, a future event always superceded by more immediate concerns.  An hour ago it had become very real, an immediate and terrifying possibility.  Yet, when there was a definite timetable and there  was literally no tomorrow, the terror was gone.  What remained was a kind of simmering fear spiced with frequent episodes of sexual arousal.

The guards I no longer think of them as security men had put a collar on Katerina and clipped a leash to it.  In my case, one of them simply attached a leash on my labia ring with a tiny padlock.  They led us to the Kitchen like a pair of cows.  It was humiliating.  And exciting! It was my childhood fantasy come true, just as Lyle had said!  I was an animal being led to slaughter.  I was a prisoner, captured by cannibals for meat.  Only this time it was terribly, erotically, deliciously real!

The Kitchen here is a stainless steel, butcher block marvel.  The first thing that hit my senses, as the guards clipped our leashes high on a pole where we couldnt get at the fasteners, was the mouth-watering aroma of roasting meat.  The second thing I noticed was a pair of leather cuffs hanging from the ceiling over a shallow tub. The bottom of the tub seemed to be coated with what looked like congealed blood.  Katerina saw me staring at it.

Thats where they dispatched the reserve girl.

What? I mumbled, my brain having turned to mush.

Thats where they slaughtered the reserve girl, Katerina repeated more loudly, as if to a deaf dolt.  Thats her blood.  They hang you up by the ankles and slit your throat so the blood can drain out.  Thats her cooking in the oven.

The reserve girl? I said stupidly, squinting at the steamed up glass door of a huge oven.

Yeah.  See that cage?  Katerina nodded toward what looked like the travel kennel for a medium sized dog.  Thats what they keep the reserve girls in down in the basement. They carry her up here in it because after a week or so in there, you cant walk.  They pull her out, hang her up and cut her throat.

Is that what theyll do to us?  Cut our throats?

Hell no.  Well get the full treatment.

I had no idea what that meant, and didnt ask.  There were five white-smocked kitchen staffers rushing around working with vegetables, fruits, sauces, breads, cakes, pies and things I didnt recognize.  Two of them were men, a blonde and a man with dark brown hair.  The other three were young women, two of whom were vaguely familiar.  The third was obvious nude under the smock and was entirely familiar.  Hey, I said, Thats Simone, the girl who was matched up against Candy on the walkway.

Thats right.  And the other two girls are Anne-Marie and Josie.  They went out in the first round.

Even the kitchen staff go into the Lottery?

You betcha.  These days every female on the premises has to be a sponsored Member, wear a homing anklet off campus and take her chances in the Lotteries.

I was still squinting at the stove, trying to see what was inside, when one of the white coated girls opened the door and slid out the rack.  The reserve meat was in a shallow pan surrounded by fruits and vegetables.  She was trussed up, wrists wired to ankles, her oven-browned skin glistening under the brilliant florescent lights.  As Tad had said, she was just a tiny thing.  She seemed emaciated, her arms and legs thin, her breasts flattened to pancakes, her ribs showing.

Thats pathetic, Katerina observed.  If they wanna keep the runaways for reserve, they ought to at least fatten em up a little, not starve em.  What a dumb ass thing to do!  She used to have tits.  I doubt theres enough meat on her now to feed two people.

Do you know who she was?

Sure.  Names Brittany.  Eighteen, I think, or nineteen.  Made it through two lotteries, then lost her nerve.  Tried to skip out on Dave, her sponsor.  Guess she thought she could get that homing anklet off before Lenny found her.  Dumb cunt.  Shes lucky they didnt let Lenny skin her alive.  Thats his favorite thing, you know.  Strings em up, skins em and filets em right down to the bone while theyre still alive.  Uses tourniquets and soldering guns to keep em from bleeding to death, so theyre screaming the whole time.  Quite a guy.

I watched Simone and one of the other women baste little Brittany with paint brushes, spread some crushed pineapple and sprinkle some brown sugar over her, then slide her back into the oven.  The aroma was heavenly.  Will I smell so delicious, I wondered?  The thought made me tingle.

Thats beautiful, I found myself saying.

What is?

Her.  Brittany.  The way she looks in that pan.  Is that how Ill look?

No, dumbo.  Youll be on a spit.  En brochette.  Like your sister.  Only youll still have your head.

I mean, all shiny like that, and browned.

Well, duh!  Youre gonna be roasted.  Basted with butter.  What do you think?

So . . . how do they do it?  Give us the full treatment, I mean.

Youll find out soon enough.  Why spoil the fun?

Tad said it wont hurt much.

She snorted.  Tad isnt about to have a nine foot steel rod shoved up his cunt.

Jesus!  What a way to lose my virginity.

Sweetmeats, you already lost it.

I raised an eyebrow at her.  What do you mean?

Youve been fucked over, honeybuns.  Royally!    We both have.

Whatre you talking about?

Those two bastards screwed us over.  Got rid of us.  Two birds with one stone.

What two bastards?

Oh fuck, even for a virgin you cant be that naive.  Who do you think?  Fucking Lyle and fucking Tom, thats who!

Are you saying they had something to do with us being . . . put on the menu?

Something?  Christ!  Wake up, China doll!  They had everything to do with it.

Now wait a minute.  Tom did volunteer you and, I admit, that was a nasty thing to do.  But how can you say Lyle had anything to do with my being here?  I lost fair and square.  It was just pure chance.

Pure chance?  Did you happen to notice Im six inches taller than you and about thirty pounds heavier?  Shit, my boobs must weigh half as much as your whole puny body. Now what kind of a match-up is that for a shoving contest?

Okay, that was unfair.  That couldve been arranged.  But that bundle of  ropes, and the wheel.  Theres no way those could be rigged.  She was giving me a Yeah, right, Dummy! look.  The bottom dropped out of my certainty.  Is there? I asked meekly.

Oh come on!  You cant be that dense!  The trap door latch is electrically operated.  How the hell do we know what those ropes were attached to.  If anything.  How hard would it be to wire up a switch to control who gets dunked and who walks away?

A sick feeling was growing in the pit of my stomach.  Okay, but that still leaves the wheel.  We were spinning around when we dropped the ball.  How could that be rigged? 

But as soon as the words were out, I knew the answer.  Katerina must have read it in my face.  She nodded as if to say, Yes, idiot. 

What she did say was, Ever heard of magnets?  You think golf balls and roulette wheels cant be rigged?

All right, I said, defeated.  But why?  Why would Lyle want me turned into meat so soon?  Hed already told me Ming had been eaten.  Hell, he even fed me a slice of her.  Yet I still agreed to come here with him.  He cant think of me as a threat.

Of course youre a threat.  Youre not like twat-brain Brittany over there.  You might figure out a way to expose this place, get revenge for Ming.  Besides, Lyle is constantly trolling for new girls.  He had two on the hook while Ming was living with him that hed met on a Dolcett site.   Not that he didnt like Ming.  Shit, he pretended to marry her just to keep her happy.  But what she didnt know  . . .

They got married?

Ming thought they did.  But it was all phoney.  Fake justice of the peace.  Fake wedding ceremony.  Fake marriage certificate.  All the while she thought they were lovey-dovey husband and wife, he was softening up these other girls.  When one of them, a girl in Seattle, agreed to fly in and meet him, he decided to cash in Ming.  She was totally clueless.  Never suspected a thing.  Thought shed lost fair and square, just like you.  She planned a real nice banquet for herself, too, as you saw in the pictures. Unfortunately for Lyle, Miss Seattle got cold feet.  Didnt come.  Not yet, anyway.  So hes been playing house with Candy and Cherry and some of his patients while he turned up the heat on the second girl, a blonde babe in Tucson named Carly with tits almost as spectacular as mine.  In fact, Carly was all set to come visit him when you showed up.  From what Ive heard, shes real hot to visit Millennium.  My guess is hell have her living with him before another week is out and sponsor her at the next banquet.

I felt like Id been kicked in the guts.  The part of me still in denial asked,  How do you know all this?

I eavesdrop on Tom.  Or used to, the traitorous bastard!  He and Lyle are cast from the same mold.  Hes been wooing replacement girls, too.  I know about three of them. One in San Diego, one in Billings and one in my home country, Ukraine.  By the way, Ill bet Lyle never mentioned that he and Tom are on the Lottery Board?  They actually help plan the games.

Did you hear them planning this one?

Not in detail.  I knew they were gonna do you, but I didnt know they were gonna do me, too.

Jesus Christ, Katerina!  You knew what they were planning to do to me and you didnt warn me?

Oh grow the fuck up!  Her eyes grew hard.  I knew you were gonna be meat, but I didnt know how they were gonna do it.  Even if I did and I told you, do you think it would have saved your scrawny Asian ass?  Lyle had no intention of bringing you home tomorrow.  One way or another youd be meat tonight.  Would you have been happier to know it sooner?

Would I?  I honestly didnt know.  I had agreed to come here, to become a Member, knowing it would lead to winding up on a menu some day.  I had even accepted that it might be this very first day.  All in return for the tremendous rush it gave me.  I was the proverbial moth unable to resist the deadly seduction of the flame.  Still, Lyle had deliberately betrayed me!  A real lottery is one thing.  A fixed lottery is another.  I ducked the question.

How about you?  Why did Tom turn you in?

Same reason.  Hes been secretly testing the water for some time.  Thinks I didnt know.  He and Lyle troll the same Dolcett and dating sites.  I know for a fact that Tom has three or four girls hes been working on.  Hes probably got one primed and ready to go for membership.

You knew this and didnt say anything to Tom?

What would be the point?  How would I make him stop?  If I made trouble, hed just have Lenny pick me up and put me in a cage.  Im near the end of the line, anyway.  Im thirty-two.

So what?

The unspoken cut-off age for Millennium females is thirty-five.

Then what?

What do you think?  Were fun to play with but at the end  of the day were meat stock.   Thirty-somethings dont look as good on a spit as twenty-somethings.  Plus, males around here like their poon young.

But Lyle hasnt even fucked me yet.  Im still a . . .

. . . virgin.  Yeah, yeah, I know.  And I bet you told him you were saving your precious little unsullied pussy for your wedding night.

Well, yeah.

Well, yeah.  Well, Lyle doesnt have time for another fake wedding just to put his meat in your locker.  Hes got a hot blonde comin in Monday with jugs that put your measly size Bs in the shade.

Size C.

Sure, if you dont exhale.  The point is, your insistence on keeping your baby-chute inaccessible to his big old male organ guaranteed your tenure would be very short.  Who knows how long he might have kept you on as a fuck toy.  You are cute.  But hes got no use for nuns.  You fucked yourself, sweetmeats with that virginity shit.  The irony is, youre about to lose it anyway.  Only instead of Lyles warm hard love muscle busting your cherry, itll be a cold steel spit.

Simone, who had been issuing heated instructions to the other kitchen staff, turned and walked briskly toward us.

Katerina! she said as though she had just noticed her presence.  What are you doing here?  Shouldnt you be out there quaffing vodka gimlets?

I should be, but peckerhead Tom turned me in.

So youre our extra roast!  Fantastic!  She gave both of Katerinas breasts an appraising squeeze.  Theres a lotta folks here whove been waiting to sink their teeth into these babies.  I might sneak a taste myself.

Be my guest, Katerina said.

Old Tom must have found himself a real hottie to give you up, huh?

You can count on it.

Cant wait to see her!  She turned to me.  And youre Doc Lyles new girl, right?  Mings sister?

That would be me.

She gave us quite a roast!  And youre just as pretty.  Too bad you couldnt have been with us a little longer to enjoy the banquets from the diners perspective, but thats how the ball bounces, right?  Well all be in your place sooner or later.  In your case, it happened to be sooner.  She unclipped our leashes from the pole.  Well, lets get to it!

She led us over to a side of the kitchen where there was a row of windows.  A number of members were watching through the windows as Simone lined us up in front of a pair of saw horses with padded tops.  They were about hip high and topped with cushions.

Bend over the trestles, ladies.

Katerina knew the drill and I just did what she did, doubling over so the trestle was supporting me by the pelvic bone.  Simone quickly lashed our leashes to the lowest cross bar between the legs of the trestles, effectively pinning us in that position, our bottoms in the air.

Okay, girls, youre gonna get two enemas to clean you out.  It doesnt have to be an ordeal.  Some girls enjoy this particular abuse.  Others dont.  Just depends on your mindset.

Thats when I noticed the four bags hanging from a rack and the long hoses ending in a nozzle with a small bulb about two inches from the end.  She inserted one in Katerina first.  Then I felt the nozzle, nicely lubricated, slide inside me.  It was definitely more comfortable than the butt plugs.  A moment later the bulb began to enlarge, stretching me painfully.  Simone must have noticed the distress in my face and patted my head.

Dont worry, sweetie.  Thats just to help you keep it in until were ready to have you expel it.

With all those people watching?  I wailed.

Its all part of the show.  Theyll see a lot more of your insides than that before youre cooked.

A moment later the solution in the bag began pouring into me.  Warm and pleasant at first, in seconds it had brought on an urgent need for me to empty my bowels.  Katerina beside me had her eyes closed and her lips clamped tightly together as she fought, like me, to hold it in.  I could see her belly distend as the minutes crept by and her jaw muscles harden.  I could feel my own doing the same.

Please stop! I cried, feeling I was on the verge of exploding.

No more whining if you dont want to be gagged, Simone warned me.  Youll take the entire contents of the bag.  You can cry if it helps, but no begging.

I was, in fact, fighting back tears when the inrush finally stopped.  Two  portable commodes had been placed behind Katerina and me and by the time my leash was loosened from the trestle and I had been placed on mine and the butt balloon deflated, I no longer cared about the gallery of gawkers.  My intestines and bladder exploded their contents and all I felt was relief.  The second enema was just as distressing but less humiliating.  This time I kept my own eyes closed and pretended I was alone in the darkness, like when I peed beside the car in my blindfold.  I also said the hell with my pride and let the tears flow.  It did help.  Both Katerina and I were moaning and grunting a lot with the stress long before we were allowed to sit on our portable potties, but that was apparently okay.

You should be thankful youre not getting a third dose, Anne-Marie told me, wiping away my tears with a finger.  We used to do that until we started the fasting routine on banquet mornings.

With the enemas over, Anne-Marie and Josie stood Katerina up off her commode and pulled her over to a three-walled tiled alcove set into the inside kitchen wall in full view of the windows on the opposite side.  A pair of wide nylon cuffs hung from chains in the center of the enclosure.   The two male kitchen staffers strapped the nylon cuffs to Katerinas wrists and removed the metal handcuffs.  A moment later her arms were pulled up and out as far as they would stretch.  Two more of the cuffs were attached to her ankles.  She was ordered to spread her feet wide apart.  Short chains were connected from the ankle cuffs to floor rings, holding her in an immobile X.  Anne-Marie plucked a hose nozzle out of a wall holster and began spraying Katerinas body while Josie produced a bucket and brush and began soaping and scrubbing. 

Jesus! Katerina groused, wincing.  Why dont you just use a wire brush?

The two girls paid no attention.  They finishing the cleansing by pushing the nozzle into Katerinas vagina to flush it out.  That elicited a small cry of pain, but again, they ignored it.  They had obviously done this many times and their subjects reaction to it was of no concern. 

The two male staffers returned just as Anne-Marie finished up her work.  At her nod, they moved in, relaxed the chains holding Katerina in her X and removed the wrist and ankle cuffs.  Gripping her firmly by each arm, they brought her over to a narrow stainless steel table in a prominent position in front of the windows.  These two were clearly body builder types and if Katerina or I had any notion of making a break for it, they would be more than capable of subduing us.  A glance at the locks on the two doors leading out of the kitchen, however, made me quite certain their overstated musculature was merely to prevent any inconvenient resistance by the meat during processing.

Katerina had an air of complete nonchalance as she let them help her climb on to the table.  She stretched out on her back and let the two men move her arms into position at her sides.  Using nylon belts threaded through slots in the table, they strapped her arms down tightly at the upper arms, elbows and wrists.  Each of her legs was strapped down separately at the crotch, knee and ankle.  Another strap was cinched across her rib cage just under her breasts, a second over her neck and a third over her forehead.  Everything was tightened down so that she was totally immobilized.

While the two men worked on Katerina, Anne-Marie and Josie turned their attention to me.  My labia chain had been tethered to a ring at the base of the portable commode.  Now they detached it and led me over to the washing area where they strung me up exactly as they had Katerina.  The nylon cuffs, it turned out, were simply locked on with Velcro tabs and could be easily removed.  But not by me.  They may as well have been welded iron because with my arms stretched out above me, I had no way to reach the tabs.  The water from the hose was pleasantly hot and the scrub brush not as brutal as Katerinas sarcasm had led me to fear.  It was only when Anne-Marie approached my pussy with the nozzle that I began to squirm in my bonds.  She stopped and looked at me with a puzzled frown.

Lyle said youre a virgin.  Can that be true?

Yes, I answered quickly, hoping it would lead to a reprieve.  Katerinas discomfort with having hot water forced up her cunt had looked pretty extreme to me.

Still? she asked, as if Id told her I could fly.  I mean, didnt he have a go at you this morning before the lottery?

No.  Im still a virgin.  Will die a virgin.

I never saw a cunt ring in a virgin before.

Well, you have now.

He didnt even tease you with his pistol?  Push it in just a little ways?  Maybe leak a little cum in there?

No.  Absolutely not.  I was saving myself for marriage.

With Lyle?  She burst into laughter.

Josie gave her arm a rap with the back of her fingers.  Dont laugh.  He conned her sister into thinking they were married.  He was probably gonna use the same scheme to get his pork into this one.

Yeah, probably.  Well, lets see.  Anne-Marie poked the middle finger of her right hand into my vagina, brushing aside the gold ring in my labia.  Yeah, theres a cherry in there.  She pulled the finger out and sniffed at it.  Dont smell no jizz.  Guess you really are a virgin.  What a shame!  Too late now.  But at least you dont have to have your snatch hosed out.

I think it got a good washing out in the pool, anyway, I offered.

I hope you didnt piss in the water, she snickered.  Id have to hose you out for punishment.

Not me, I said.  Chinese girls are well bred.  We dont pee in pools, even when were hanging by the neck.

Good for you.  I hope all Chinese girls taste as good as your sister did.

With the scrubbing finished and the hose turned off, I glanced back at Katerina and was shocked to see her belly had been ripped open.  The two sides of the wound, which ran from just under her breasts almost to her slit, were held wide apart by some kind of metal spreader in the shape of a U that allowed full access to her insides.  Her belly had been emptied out. I could see the white ropes of her guts in a barrel next to the table and one of the men, the blonde, was groping around inside her.  I had known evisceration would be part of the preparation, if only from the Dolcett drawings and common sense, but seeing it done to a human being was shockingly different from seeing it in drawings.  I could see Katerina was still alive; she was grimacing hard, but had not screamed.  How could that be?  Was she  impervious to pain, or just incredibly brave?  Would I be that brave?  Id find out in a few minutes.

Inner organs I couldnt identify went into the barrel along with the guts, and then they started doing something that was both fascinating and horrifying.  The bottom end of the table was designed so that it could be split apart into a V with each of Katerinas legs strapped down to one side of the split.  They opened up the V as far as Katerinas hips would allow.

Then the blonde man scooped a yellow substance out of a bowl with two fingers and inserted it into Katerinas widely exposed sex, smearing it over her vaginal walls and labia.  As he lubricated this entrance to her body, the dark haired man removed from a wall bracket a long, steel pole about two inches in diameter with a pointed end and a cross bar about a quarter of the way up from the blunt end.  He lowered the pole to horizontal and aimed the pointed end between her legs.  This, I realized, was the spit.  The blonde added the yellow substance to the point and several inches beyond it on the shaft of the spit.  He carefully guided the point into the vagina as his partner steadied the shaft and pushed gently.  Once the lips of Kataerinas sex had swallowed the tip of the spit, the man holding it began to push and twist it at the same time, screwing it into her body while the blonde smeared more of the yellow stuff (butter, I guessed) on the metal just before it passed between her genital lips.  Still Katerina was not screaming although her mouth was open in a strange grimace and she was pumping her hips at the shaft.

The point of the spit reappeared inside the hollowed out abdomen, a gleaming metal spike where Katerinas womb had resided only minutes before.  The man with the butter shifted his efforts to the point of the shaft as it advanced through the empty space.  When it began to disappear under her rib cage, he bent down, his head almost inside Katerinas empty abdomen, and slid a hand up the shaft.  A half a minute later he extracted himself from her abdomen and moved around to her head.  With the press of a button, the portion of the table to which Katerinas forehead was strapped swung down, forcing her head back as far as it would go.  Her mouth gaped open even wider.  She seemed to go into convulsions, her body bucking futilely in its tight restraints.  The man at her head picked up a scalpel from a tray under the table and calmly cut a small slice in her throat.  She immediately quieted to just hips movements again as the man inserted a small round device into the cut he had just made.  He turned his attention to her open mouth, inserted  two fingers into it and guided the point of the spit past her teeth and out.  The dark haired man at the other end continued to twist and push the spit forward until about a foot of shaft extended beyond her mouth.  A mixture of blood and saliva dribbled from the corners of her mouth around the edges of the shaft and the blonde man packed some paper towels between her lips and the spit to absorb the flow. 

Josie had moved to the table with a large pan filled with something the men had been working on while Katerina and I had been leashed to the pole.  Resting atop it was some kind of thick material bent into an odd shape.  As one of the men pulled open the gash in Katerinas belly, Josie spent a couple of minutes carefully positioning the thing inside the empty cavity of her abdomen.

Whats she doing? I asked Anne-Marie.

Thats the barrier we use to keep the stuffing from damaging the heart and lungs so you get to live longer during the roasting.  Your boyfriend designed it.

Lyle?

Yup.

So thats whats in that tub Josie has?  Stuffing?

Sure is.  And were still using Mings recipe.  Its fabulous!

Will they use that for me, too?

Pretty much. There will be some differences to keep the two roasts distinct.

So not only had Ming beaten me once again, this time to the most exciting moment of my life, but she had also provided the recipe that would make me a culinary success.  Should I be aggravated or thankful?

Then I thought about Katerina.

This isnt fair, I blurted out.  I went through that whole lottery thing to become the featured entree, and Katerina is going to be the first to be presented.  Shell get all the glory with her big tits.

Oh dont you worry about that, hon, Anne-Marie said.  Lyle specifically asked that you be processed second so you could see what wed be doing.  But youll be the first one carried into the Banquet Hall.  Katerina will be brought in only when youve been completely stripped of meat.

But you said everyone wants her tits.

And theyll be cut up into little bite size bits and distributed around.  But this is your banquet, sweetheart.  Katerina is just extra meat.

Wholl get her cunt lips?

Tom.  Like Lyle will get yours.  Theyre your sponsors.  But hon, thats just tradition.  The important thing is, this is your show.  Katerina got shafted, as she richly deserves.  The honors will go to you tonight.  Katerina is just a second helping.

And that barrier Josie put in is to keep us alive longer during the roasting?

Yeah. Lets you enjoy more of the roasting experience.

But isnt cooking over a hot fire really painful?

Not really.  Not now.  Lyle invented a way to let us cook painlessly.  Thats what we always opt for now when we become meat.

Do we last right up to when were served?

Well, not quite.  But for a couple hours, anyway.  After youve been cooking a while, even over low heat, the blood congeals too much and your heart cant pump it.  So far, your sister is the only one who was there to see herself served and eaten, but thats not for me.  I dont wanna be just a head.  Gross!  I want my carcass to be all there and look great when they bring me in.

How do you look when youre fully cooked on a spit.

Your skin is a kind of bronze and all shiny like that girl in the oven, only much more spectacular.  Since youre the featured meat on tonights menu,  Savanna is planning to have you presented on a big silver platter surrounded by steaming vegetables and fresh fruits.  Shes going to have you face down with your legs tucked under you and your hands beside your shoulders like a cat about to pounce.  That pretty rump of yours will be up in the air with a carrot sticking out, and an apple in your mouth at the other end.  Your eyes will have burst, so shell replace them with glass eyes the exact color of  your own.  Youll look alive, wide awake, sexy and absolutely scrumptious!

And Katerina?

Shell be carried in later on her spit.  That will show those stupendous tits to best advantage.

What about that girl in the oven?

Brittany?  Oh shes just extra meat for tomorrow.  Cold cuts, sausage, ground meat, dog food.  Stuff like that.  Well carve her up here in the kitchen.

But she smells delicious!  Ive never tasted fresh . . . you know.

Girl meat?

Yeah.  The only . . . girl meat Ive eaten was a sliver Lyle saved from Ming.  But that had been frozen, thawed and reheated.  It didnt taste anywhere near as marvelous as Brittany smells.

Hon, you wait right here.

As if I could move in my restraints. 

Anne-Marie went to the oven, opened the door and rolled out the rack containing the steaming girl.  A new burst of divine meat fragrance filled the kitchen.  She grabbed a carving knife and fork off a nearby counter and proceeded to carve a wedge of meat out of Brittanys left breast, laying it in a small dish before rolling her back into the oven.  Using a smaller fork, she picked it up again and blew on the meat to cool it as she brought it to where I was strung up. 

Since this will be your first taste of fresh roasted girl meat, and your last, I decided you deserve the best cut.   She blew on it some more.  Every cut has its own distinctive flavor and theyre all great, but tit meat is best of all.  She tested the slice against the back of her left hand.  I think its cool enough, now.  Open up, take a bite!

When I opened my mouth, she put just enough of it between my teeth for me to bite off a small fragment.  She was right.  The taste was extraordinary!  Quite unlike any other meat Ive ever tried, and infinitely more juicy and succulent than Mings year-old, reheated flesh.  It was slightly sweet with a rich flavor and the texture of the finest filet mignon.

O my God! I said after Id swallowed it.  This is fabulous!  Will I taste like that?

Oh, youll be much, much better.  Poor Brittany was starved and dehydrated from being in that cage for a week.  She was emaciated.  Youre properly fleshed out and Lyle tells us youve had a healthy, nourishing diet all your life.  Your meat will be naturally flavorful and well enhance it with butter and lots of carefully selected spices and oils and fruits.

She held the remaining morsel of Brittany up to my mouth and I eagerly took it in my mouth.  As I slowly chewed and savored it, a new awareness washed over me.  It was both comforting and exciting to face death knowing that my body was being prepared as an erotic visual spectacle and would yield such stunningly delicious meat.

From what Ive heard, I said, cunt meat is supposed to be a big deal.  Could I have a taste of that?

“‘Fraid not, Anne-Marie said.  Even though Brittany was a runaway, her ex-sponsor still get first dibs on her cunt meat.  But you wouldnt like hers, anyway.  When youre cooked on a spit, the hot metal of the spit crisps the lips and vaginal wall up nicely; but when youre boiled or oven roasted they have to be crisped separately in deep fat.  Otherwise theyre too tough, and not all that tasty.  Its mostly the guys who like it.  Eating a girls cunt is strong erotic symbolism.  By eating the most female part of her body, he celebrates both her life as his sex slave and his gift of her body to his friends for meat.  It both honors and demeans her at the same time.  It also signifies that she was his property.

So Lyle gets to eat my pussy.

Yup.

But Im not his sex slave.  Im still a virgin.

A minor detail.  If you hadnt lost the lottery, youd have lost your virginity soon after, I guarantee it.

I glanced over at Katerina.  They had sewn her belly back up with wide, black stitches and she seemed to be squirming sinuously on the spit, as though the limited movement gave her some kind of pleasure. 

Why is she moving like that? I asked Anne-Marie.

Youll find out, she laughed.

One of the men had been wrapping wire around her knees and the cross bar, then used more wire to bind her ankles to the pole.  At that point Simone reappeared from where shed been working over in another part of the kitchen, and while the two men hefted both ends of the spit to lift Katerina up off the table, Simone turned Katerina so they could lower her face down on the table.  Having done that, the men swiftly wired her arms behind her, forearm to forearm while Simone snugged a foil bonnet over Katerinas hair and pinned it in place.  Then she unlocked the door leading out on to the patio as the men picked up Katerinas spit once again and carried her out of the kitchen.  She locked the door behind them, turned and came directly over to me.

Okay, youre next, she said cheerfully.  Are you going to be good, or should we wait for the men to return?

Ill be good.

I hope so.  All the doors are locked and we can always call in Lenny.

No!  Ill be good.  I promise.  I agreed to this and Ill go through with it.  Youve agreed to it, too, havent you?  If you lose the lottery?

Absolutely.

And will you need Lenny to make you be good?

No, of course not.  When its my turn, Ill climb right up on the table.

Well, its my turn now, and thats what Im going to do.

Simones exquisitely beautiful face remained tranquil, her black eyes scrutinizing me for any hint of pretense.  At last, finding none, she broke into a beaming smile and told Anne-Marie and Josie to let me down and remove my restraints.  They did.  She gestured at the table.  Determined to show her Im as good as my word, I promptly walked over to it and hopped up on it, then laid back to let the three women strap me down as Katerina had been strapped down.  In a few minutes my entire body head, neck, torso, arms, wrists, legs and ankles were cinched down tightly.  They might as well have unlocked the doors at that point.  Id never again be going anywhere under my own power.

Were going to clean you out, now, Simone explained tactfully. 

You mean youre going to gut me, I translated.

Exactly, she agreed.  But well be using some topical anaesthetics as we go, so it shouldnt be terribly painful.  You can thank your Dr. Lyle for that.  He supplies the stuff and showed us how to do it.  He even redesigned our spits.  You can scream if you need to, but Ive done four of these now and so far no ones complained.  Are you ready?

Uh-huh, I grunted, trying to sound more brave than I felt.

Were gonna start with a spray.  Some girls think its ice and some think were burning them, but its really just an anaesthetic.

Josie handed Simone a can and I heard the whoosh of an aerosol spray.  A stab of mild pain hit me at the breast bone and ran quickly down to my bikini line.  She was right: it could have been either hot or cold.  I couldnt tell.  Simone exchanged the can for a short, scalpel-like knife and, having seen the results of this part on Katerina, I clamped my teeth together and held my breath.  But instead of searing pain, the sensation as her hand traveled down my belly was more she was drawing a line with a crayon.  Pleasurable, actually.  Because my head was strapped down and immovable, I couldnt see the results of the slice, but the activity of the other two women made it clear they were moping up blood.  I could feel the wet sponges on both sides of my body. .

Anne-Marie bent over my mid-section and a burning pain began blossoming up from within my belly.  But before I could unleash a scream, I heard more squirts of the aerosol can and the pain was mostly quelled.  I knew from watching Katerina prepped what they were doing.  Anne-Marie was stretching the gaping incision in my belly wide open and inserting the spreader.  I could feel the hard metal claws gripping my skin while Simone started to pull out my intestines.  The pain was bearable so I said nothing, but I was intensely curious and felt an urgent need to talk while I still could.

Are you cleaning me out now?  I asked the ceiling, since that was pretty much all I could see.

Sure am.  It was Simones voice.  I saw her hand rise into the air to show me a loop of white intestine.  You dont need these things anymore, so were making room in here for some really delicious stuffing.  Weve been working on the ingredients for two days.  Its a variant on the stuffing recipe Ming gave us.  Im including bread that has a somewhat nuttier flavor.  Youll smell it, I hope, before youre gone.  It will do you proud.

What else are you taking out?

Stomach.  Bladder.  Kidneys.  Liver.  Womb.  Pancreas.  Gall bladder.  Spleen.  Everything but your heart and lungs.  You still need those.

Are none of those edible?

Sure.  The liver and kidneys and tougher cuts like the shanks go into our sausages.  We even use your bones after the banquet for soups and stews.  Most of the scrap organs and any leftover meat gets ground up and fed to the guard dogs.

Will they bury whats left of my bones?

Not a chance.  Goes into the crematory and turned into ash.  Three days from now therell be no physical evidence that you or Katerina or Brittany were ever here.

What about the gallery?  All those pictures?  My sisters head?

If the wrong people come snooping, there will be a tragic fire.  An exceedingly intense tragic fire.  And it will start right down there in the gallery.

The sensations from inside my abdomen were strange, to say the least.  Fleeting stabs of pain that made my body clench up were quickly followed by short blasts of the anaesthetic that let me relax again.  I could feel tugging and poking, but no pain of any duration.  The sound of my organs plopping wetly into the container was disconcerting and contributed to the growing realization that I had passed the point where anything could save me.  An old nursery rhyme popped into my head.  All the Kings horses and all the Kings men couldnt put Ling back together again. Not even the brilliant Dr. Lyle Bach.  But strangely, with that same realization came an increasing sense of peace that allowed me to being enjoying the coming to life of my oldest and deepest fantasy.  I was a slave being turned into meat, and I was loving it!

I saw a flash of the barrier that would separate my remaining organs from the stuffing and felt the soft nudges within me as it was seated into position.   I saw the silver tip of the long spit as Josie carried it from the wall rack.  It disappeared from my view and I knew she was aiming it at my vagina.  Again I needed to talk.

Will that barrier get in the way of the spit? I asked.

Nope.  Theres an opening.  I just have to guide it through.  Now I dont want you to be alarmed, hon, but Josie is gonna swab your clit with something thatll make it a whole lot more fun for you when youre on the spit.  But it will sting a little at first.

Amazingly she took my right hand in hers and held it tight as a blaze of fire shot though my clit and right up to my teeth!  I seized her hand twice as tightly and screeched!  But it was over in three seconds.  Just faded away.  I felt Josies fingers open up the hood and touch the clit.  A most remarkable thrill roiled up through my loins and up my spine, almost making my hair stand on end.  With a shock I realized my body was shuddering on the verge of an orgasm!  She took her finger away, giggling.

Well! Simone chuckled.  I see it worked.  Now Im gonna put some butter on your pussy so the spit will slip in nice and easy.

Her fingers were warm and slippery as they greased my labia and well up into that vagina.  When she applied the butter to my clit my whole body locked up in a wondrous orgasmic spasm.

Okay, hon, were going to start inserting the shaft of the spit, now.  Dont fight it, sweetie.  Welcome it!

The cold steel touched the outer lips of my vulva and, in spite of her admonition, I held my breath.  In the next moment it rubbed against my clit, which must have been swollen and protruding well into its path.  Another tremor, exactly like the ones she and Josie had triggered with their fingers, rushed up through my body and into my brain like an electric charge!  Involuntarily I began to buck my hips.  My body was making love to the spit!  I can only imagine what a mans shaft feels like inside there, but if it generates half the sensation this steel one did, I bitterly regret those wasted years of virginity!

You can thank your boyfriend for this little miracle, too. Simone was saying.  I dont know what the clit stuff is, but all the girls weve used it on have gone out wildly happy, to say the least.

It was hard to talk with that staff doing what it was doing to my hyped up clit, but I managed to ask between gasps, Why dont you try it yourself?  Its . . . (pant, pant)  . . . Its fantastic!

Cant.  It does permanent damage to the clit.  After a couple hours of sky rockets, the clit goes permanently numb.  Aint worth it.  Not until the rest of me is about to be dead, too.   Then, you bet!

I could feel the spit worming its way through my vagina, setting off sexual claxons as it grazed past the berserkly oversensitized  clit, turning my breathing into a succession of gasps.    It made me all the more desperate to keep talking. Any topic would do.  Are you the Head Chef? I croaked.

The very same.

What if . . .  uh!  uh! . . . what if youd lost the . . . aaah! . . . the lottery?

Then Id be strapped down where you are and Anne-Marie would be sitting here.  Josies next in line after her.  And Savanna and Ariza are signed up to join the kitchen staff as soon as theres a vacancy, which means as soon as one of us gets eaten.  Lots of backup. 

How about . . .  ohh . . . the two men?

No chef material there.  They just help out, make sure the meat cooperates until its on the spit or in the pot.  On a day like today with two girls to process, they help with the gutting and spitting.  To give him credit, though, Kyle hes the hunk with the blond hair and blue eyes hes really good at baking breads.  He made the bread were using in your stuffing today.  Hes also my own personal fuck toy, although he thinks Im his.

Hes . . . aah! . . . your Sponsor?

You got it.  Two hundred pounds of muscle and gristle, in all the right places.

Does he have . . . uh! . . . other girls . . . uh! uh! . . . lined up?

Course he does.  They all do.  Guys cant come here alone.  If a Sponsors girl gets put on the menu and he wants to come back again, he has to have another babe ready to recruit.  And shes gotta be young and good looking.

Simone was bent down out of my line of sight.  I could feel her hands moving around inside my belly, guiding the spit.  Its point touched and rubbed at things under my ribs.  There was no pain, only a dull, uncomfortable sensation, like a gas bubble you want to burp up from your stomach, but it wont come.  I knew my ability to speak was only a minute away from ending, so I kept myself talking around the fusillade of orgasms. 

What if . . . uh! . . . the others. . . Ahh! . . . think shes not . . . uh, uh, uh, uh! . . . .

Simones voice was muffled by my own flesh.  Not suitable?  Not pretty enough?  Well, I asked that question myself when I first got here and saw how beautiful the others girls are.  Kyle told me the men have a meeting to discuss new girls and if they decide she  doesnt measure up, they have her slaughtered that same day.  If we had a big crowd like today, wed oven roast her for the extra meat, like Brittany.  If nothing else, wed do her right after the banquet and feed her to the maintenance staff.  But thats never happened since Ive been here. The guys are too proud to bring in a dog and risk being twitted by the others, to say nothing of having to start a whole new hunt.

The spit was now at the base of my neck, niggling against my throat. Anne-Marie released the support holding up the table leaf under my head and lowered it so my chin was in the air.  In a few seconds the skewer would punch into my windpipe.   Please, Simone!  I gasped between the jolts exploding from my cunt, keep talking . . .  uhh! . . . even when I cant . . .  aah!   aaah! . . . Please!

Sure, hon, she said.  I love to talk.  Most of the time at home Kyle wont let me talk at all.  I have to ask permission and give him a blow job first.  But thats okay; I love to swallow his cum.  He makes me call him Master, too, when no ones around, sos Ill remember Im just livestock and hes my owner.  But I like that, too.  Thinking about being where you are now makes me horny.   Hold on, now, hon!  This next part is scary because the shaft cuts off your breathing.  But dont worry, Ill fix it.

Anne-Marie kept her hands on the sides of my head as the spit suddenly slid into my windpipe.  Suddenly I couldnt breathe and panic overwhelmed all else, even the still raging thrills from my clit!  My body began fighting for air.  Despite my resolve to remain calm, I found myself jerking furiously in my restraints.  I was lashed down far to tightly to allow more than a few millimeters of movement, but every muscle joined in a futile battle to burst the bonds!  A moment later a sharp sting on my throat was followed by a rush of air into my lungs and a sense of relief that instantly took the fight out of me.  I collapsed as limply as a doe brought down by a hunter.  

Now my attention focused on the feel of the spit entering the back of my mouth.  Twisting.  Sliding along the roof of my mouth.  My head was bent back as far as nature would permit to prevent the point of the shaft from tearing up my palate and breaking my teeth.  Using both hands, Anne-Marie hooked her fingers under both my upper and lower teeth, spreading my mouth wide open and holding my tongue down and out of the way.  Fascinated, I watched the blood streaked point of the spit emerge from my mouth and continue to slide forward another foot or so before it finally came to a stop.  I tried to say something, but the spit was jammed against my tongue and my voice box no longer responded to my will.  The thickness of the spit and the angle of my head forced my jaw open as wide as it would go and my teeth to clamp down firmly on the hard metal.  I could move only my lips.  I remembered how Katerina seemed to be sucking on her own spit as she was carried out of the kitchen.  The blitz of orgasms had stopped now that the shaft was no longer rubbing past my clit, but an experimental wiggle of my pelvis proved I could induce another jolt whenever I wished.

While Anne-Marie wiped the leading end of the spit clean, Simone had gone somewhere and was returning with a small tub.  The rich aroma of warm stuffing filled the air and I felt her starting to press it into my emptied abdominal cavity.

This is some of the best stuffing Ive ever tasted here.  Or anywhere!  Simone said, babbling for my benefit, as shed promised.  Since there are two roasts on a spit today, I dont have to overstuff you.  I can put in just enough to give you a real sexy flat tummy.  Of course, no one will be able to appreciate that at first because youll be presented belly down on the platter when we bring you in from cooking, sos we can make you real pretty on a yummy bed of veggies and exotic fruits.  Ill put a bright red McIntosh apple in your mouth and a big fat fresh carrot in your bum, with a nice plume of greens for a tail.  Youll be surrounded by tomatoes, broccoli, mangos, papayas, pears, baby bananas, kiwi, star fruit, apples, radishes, parsley, scallions, cilantro, limes, berries all kinds of stuff.  And youll have a chain of pineapple rings down your spine.  Youll be amazing!  Colorful and gorgeous!  Your hair is the perfect length, too, for your cute little face; so well protect it with aluminum foil and let it curl in under your chin the way it does now. Youll be posed on the platter in a little crouch, like a roasted piglet so everyone will get to admire you in presentation, all evenly cooked with your elegant little ass up in the air. With the glass eyes in place, you'll look so lifelike and ready to leap off the serving tray. It will be very tasteful. Well baste you every half hour as you roast, so youll be glistening with ten or twelve coats of delicately spiced butter.  Youll look and smell absolutely mouth watering!

I felt the skin of my belly  being closed up again, followed by a dull poking sensation.

Im sewing you up now, hon, Simone went on, and Im using a nice flesh-colored thread instead of that black stuff we used on Katerina.  You dont mind if you look prettier than her, do you?  She leaned back where I could see her and winked at me.  Ill also spread a brown sugar paste over the whole incision before we take you off the spit.  Itll be toned the same color as your fully cooked skin, so the incision will disappear completely.  That way when we turn you over on the platter to begin carving you up youll look slim and sleek.  The first thing we do is slice off your cunt lips and  present them to your sponsor, Lyle.  In your case, since you have that sexy cunt ring that Lyles been using to lead you around, she flipped it with a finger, sending another blaze of electricity out of my clit, well make good use of it.  Hes asked us to present him with your leash with your crispy hot cunt hanging from it.   Thatll be a new one!  The crowd will go nuts! 

As she talked I felt the straps holding my legs and body to the table being released.  Strong hands brought my legs together against the spit and began binding my knees to the crossbar and my ankles to the lower end of the shaft with wire.  The wire bit rather cruelly into my skin but no attempt was made to use the anaesthetic. As this was going on, Simone patted my belly, stood up and came up by my shoulders where I could see her.

The next thing we do is slice up your breasts, she said, and distribute them to designated Members. 

She began squeezing my boobs and pulling on the nipples to make them stand up.  Again, shocks blasted through all my sex parts!

They tell me youre worried that these little beauties dont compare favorably with Katerinas.

All I could do for response was crease my brow and suck on the spit. 

She smiled patiently at me.  Well, in the first place, to each his own.  I think Katerinas tits are excessive and vulgar.  Yours, on the other hand, are in perfect proportion to your body and, like the rest of you, absolutely lovely.  In the second place, since tits tend to shrink a little during cooking, well pump yours up a bit with milk so theyll be standing up full and firm when we flip you over.  As she talked, she began releasing the straps around my head, throat, upper body and arms.  We use natural mothers milk that Ariza donates.  She has a three year old daughter she encourages to nurse to keep her milk flowing.  The milk enhances flavor, too.  I guarantee your tits will not only look great, theyll be divinely delicious!  Pumping all that milk in, though, hurts like a sonovabitch, so we wont do it until youve had your spinal prep.  Then, I promise, youll hardly feel it.

She gave my nipples a last pull and said loudly, Okay folks, lets flip her.

I felt myself lifted up on the spit, turned face down and lowered again.  One pair of strong hands pulled my arms behind my back and held them forearm to forearm while someone else wired them together and to my body.  When youre impaled on a metal shaft youre pretty damned helpless.  This was the finishing touch.  Now I really felt like a piece of meat.

Well!  Simone patted my bottom.  Time to get you to the roasting pit.

Peering down the length of spit in front of my face I saw one of the two men who had worked on Katerina.  Blonde and blue eyed.  Simones master.  I wished I could ask her if shed had to suck him off for the privilege of giving orders to the crew and talking to the meat today.  There was a moment of jostling and suddenly I was lifted off the table again.  Enough pain leaked through Lyles miraculous anaesthetic that I was very glad hed invented it!  I had never given any thought to the potential for pain inherent in being hoisted up by a rod through your body, like a fish on a hook.  I could well imagine the agony live spitting must have been for all the girls who went through it pre-Lyle.  But of course, with a thick metal skewer in their mouths and their vocal cords out of commission, there would be no complaints.  The movement of the spit struck new sparks from my clit that sizzled all the way to the top of my head!  But I had to enjoy the pleasure in silence.

Its dismaying how little one can see when being carried face down on a spit, especially when your hormones are a raging inferno, blasting you with every step, making it nearly impossible to focus!  I knew we had gone out to the patio and were moving through the crowd because I could hear their laughter and lewd comments, and I could certainly feel their hands groping me, pinching my nipples, slapping my ass and pulling at my labia ring.  My forward view was mostly of Kyles rear end, but at least it was a gratifyingly sexy rear end and correlated well with the sexual tornado roaring out of my tormented clit.  Did these people realize I was having multiple orgasms right in front of them?  How could they not?  I was wriggling and humping uncontrollably!  Was Lyle in the crowd?  If he was, why didnt make himself known?  I silently cursed him for his indifference even as I thanked him for this astonishing sexual maelstrom.

I was in such an orgasmic frenzy that I hardly noticed when our little procession finally came to a stop.  The spit had been set into a set of brackets.  At least I assume it was a set.  I could see only the bracket in front of my face.  Simone was beside me again, stroking my hair.

Did you enjoy the ride?  Dont pretend you didnt, she laughed.  Theres too much girl juice dripping out of your pussy.  And its gonna be just like that right up to the end.  What a way to go!  You dont know how I envy you!  Maybe next time Ill get lucky and lose the fucking lottery. That skewer beats any mans pee pee by a mile, including Kyles and Lyles.  Ill tell you this, hon, youre gonna have more orgasms in the next two hours than youd have had if youd lived another hundred years.  So you just enjoy yourself.   Me and Josie are gonna baste you now with your first coat.  Itll feel real good.

And it did!  Josie began with my feet and ankles while Simone pinned my hair into the promised foil bag, then started painting my face with a soft brush, making sure to touch it to an exposed edge of my tongue so I could taste its buttery flavor.  It was wonderful! Delicately seasoned with rosemary and something I cant identify.  I wished I could ask.  She worked her way down over my throat and neck as Josie worked up my legs.  Then they rolled me over slowly to paint every inch of my skin, the spit turning in its brackets.  I could see people watching, hear them commenting on how good I looked, how tempting the aroma of the baste, speculating on the seasoning and what recipe was used for my stuffing.  Simone kept chattering away, as I had asked.  Shes such a sweet girl!  Im so lucky that shes the Head Chef, that shes the one in charge of cooking me, especially since Lyle has apparently abandoned me.

Okay, hon, Simone was saying in my ear.  Its time for your spinal prep so you wont suffer while you roast.  Itll hurt, but only for a few seconds.

I caught a glimpse of a syringe.  I hate needles!  But I suppose fire is worse, so I closed my eyes and waited.  There was a prick in the back of my neck at the spine, then a flame erupted and raged all the way down my back and legs.  My whole body was vibrating from the pain!  It was worse than anything Ive ever known or imagined possible!   But then it was gone!  My whole body seemed to have disappeared, head and all!  I couldnt feel anything!  Was I paralyzed?  No.  I wiggled my hips and my clit showered me with sparks again.  I held myself still to calm the orgasm and opened my eyes.  Simone was scooched down on her haunches beside my face, smiling at me.

Dont worry.  Youre not paralyzed. 

It was like shed read my mind, but its probably what everyone thinks when they get that shot.

Another Lyle miracle drug, she said.  Youll still feel things physically, but differently.  Youll know youre in pain, for example, but it wont really hurt.  Youll see. Now for that milk.  I wont show you what Im doing because itll scare you, but it wont hurt.  I promise.

There was  some clanking of equipment out of my range of vision.  Then I was turned on the spit so I was face up.  I felt something go into the under part of my left breast.  It must have been some sort of large needle, but what I felt was more like the tip of a ball point pen pushed against my flesh.  It was followed by a tremendous but distant ache.  The same thing happened to my right breast.  Then I was being rotated back to a face down position, the motion swamping me with another grand orgasm.

Wow!  You sure are spectacular now! Simone gushed.  And that didnt hurt a bit, did it?  So dont you be afraid.  We keep the fire low until youre gone so youll have about two hours to enjoy what your clit is doing for you.  Just envision yourself at the feast.  Youre going to be magnificent!  In fact, you already are!  I wish you could see yourself.  She kissed my temple and nodded to someone beyond my view.  Okay, hon.  Off you go.

Kyles backside reappeared.  He picked up his end of the spit, touching off my clit again!  O God!  It was awesome!  I was panting from a series of climaxes, trying to catch my breath as they brought me over to a pit with four long rows of lighted gas jets sprouting low flames.  There was a second pit beside it where Katerina was already turning over a similar bed of fire.  They eased the ends of my spit into a new set of brackets.  My face, breasts, belly and legs where instantly battered by an intense heat.  But within a few seconds I was beginning to rotate slowly above the flames, the heat spreading to every surface of my body.

And Im still turning, so far as I can tell.  Still cooking.  Im sure its been at least an hour, but I  seem to have lost track.  Simone was right.  Ive been in constant and increasing agony and yet Im not.  The pain just doesnt seem real.  Or rather, it seems to be someone elses pain that Im sharing out of mere empathy.  All I can really think about are the continuing ecstatic explosions engulfing and overwhelming my brain and body!   My lungs shudder with the effort to breathe and my heart hammers in my chest.  But is it because my body is slowly turning into roasted meat, or because of the incessant orgasms, that relentless cascade of electric currents?  I dont know.  Cant tell.  Dont care.

Theyve basted me three times now.  Or is it four?  The turning goes on and on over the brutal heat, but the brushes are gentle.  Stroking, stroking.  Katerina is still beside me, turning on her own spit over her own fire, her body leaking fat, glistening with steaming butter.  We watched each other turn for a long time, our rotations putting us face to face again and again.  But a while ago her eyes stopped moving, stared at nothing, turned white in the heat of the fire.  The flames under her grew taller and her skin turned a deep bronze, then a rich brown.  The passers by comment on the aroma of our roasting meat.  Tantalizing, they say.  But I cant smell it because my breath comes in from my throat.  My eyes have grown foggy.  I see the outlines of people watching.  But theyre getting too blurry.  Its getting dark.  Much too dark.  Theyre talking, but I can no longer hear them over the roar of my clit.

The heat is intense, penetrating to my bones.  Between orgasms I can feel my flesh popping as it roasts, hear it sizzle.  I wish I could smell it.  Im going to look great on that platter!  Simone said so.  She promised.  Shes the Head Chef, you know.  Shell see to it.  I can see her now, slicing into my breasts, laying the slices on decorative plates.  Theyre lovely tits, she says, standing up all full and firm with milk.  Juicier than Katerinas.  Much more tasty!  Now shes carving out my cunt, dangling it from a leash in front of Lyle.  Isnt that a riot?  He ate my sisters cunt, too.  Now hes eating mine.

But thats all right.  They envy me, all these girls.  I saw them watching me, watching me hump this spit, watching my juices flow around it, dripping off the shaft, wishing they could share it, ride it with me.  But they cant.  Not yet.  This one is all mine.  Its my lover, fucking me blind while holding me over the fire.  Roasting and fucking me!  Fucking and roasting!  

O God! I feel another big one coming on.  This one is huge!  Its lifting me up!  Im heading for the edge!   Wait!  Theres Ming!  Shes found me!  Its about time!

Thank God youre here, Ming!  You almost missed it.  Come on, take my hand. We have to hurry. Theyre about to carry me in!




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