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The Bad Influence

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The Story Line:

It is based on Sarah diary. She had her ultimate choice which she didn’t realize before. So it is something she put on her diary .Here the story is depicted with her change in life once she went through her new relationship.

The Education Life

Hi, before I begin with my career life, I would like to put an image on my education with my parent help. …Ohh..I am sorry not to mention the diary which keeps me on this page to give a start of the first proceeds. And one more thing …I am not here to tell my complete diary. I will do tell only the best moment across the journey. ..You know…the education is just one I cannot leave it behind.  I remember my parent. I mean my father. My mom died of accident while I was child. My father always says the time is only one choice left when you decide for the best moment. I understand my father’s loneliness .So I know the reason why he cheerfully spent all the times with me as I am only his daughter. Anyway He was busy person through his career as estate manager. It leads him very social and respected person. In middle of his busy time, He always had times to help me in education side. 

So far I have not yet mentioned my name … Sara is my short name. Financially there was nothing in crisis. My father is always there to provide his best effort to success in my every step. So here I am with all my past successful events in sports and dance along with my education. I am very strict to my daily routine –As sport, tennis at afternoon and swimming at morning. During Saturday and Sunday, the dance and music class was part of weekly routines. Every early morning, I go for jogging as part of exercise. And daily four hours is enough to finish my homework and others. I had a lot of support from the society of my father and I set myself in first position in Tennis and dance competition. Moreover, the scholarships were of my achievements in education. During college time, I found some difficulties to maintain my discipline. However I took care of my beauty by doing yoga and some exercise daily basis in middle of education time. It was easy for me to put the best attempt on my education that comes with best result in my college graduation. I remember my friends. They are so nice.  We had lot of fun  ...especially during sport.

Among my friends, my best friend name Claude spent with me any time even while in any ceremony. We were familiar with each other since I was in 1st standard. Though he stays with me, he is not a kind of boyfriend and I don’t want to have any boyfriends. Many boys tried me for many concern. Claude was different from them. He was very decent I ever seen before. As a brother I always kept eye on him for any difficult situations even for his financial help. He was under care of his uncle as sorry to say ..He was parentless. He seems happy with me. During college time sometime he tried to say his feeling that make me confused. I know the reason why he got different feeling. But he knows I hate it and he knows my standard. So he always stays in different way with me and hiding something from me. He keeps saying that I am only one prettiest and smartest in this college. I know what people say about my beauty even they have got crush on me. Claude also had a little crush on me. But I always keep remind him how I hate it. Well I see he is afraid of me when I am serious. I know his all weakness and his lack of knowledge in study. But he managed his life somehow critically that allows him to complete his college graduation in low grade. After college graduation, we got separated from each other. I got graduation with high grade which gives me opportunity to approach many high ranked institutes. Also I remembered my friend Claude but I did not realise anything while leaving him. Anyway my father said it is my next step to move on to fulfil my intention to get the best standard living and also want me to become social. The advice given by my father keeps running in mind that forces me to go ahead with full intention to have a standard personality with all talents. I was so happy to get selected in the top business institute with scholarship. It was easy for me to go through all the sessions successfully during three year and finally ends with top position while completing my graduation in business management.

The Career Life and Personnel life

After completing my graduation in business, I have started my career in a 2nd largest company in world. It’s so wonderful to begin with the first journey. I have no idea where to start in my very youth. I am staying with my friends and spend one year with all training and other activities that put me busy all the times.  After one year I got promotion in a specific position and I start my busy life for the growth in career. After two year of my contribution, all of my works was satisfied and gives a best impression to my manager who wants me to carry the lead position. But after couple of months I have to resign the company as I am confident on my quick learning skill enough to start a new start-up company.

Along with my career, I had something to explain my personal life for last two year before I resign and how I came to the final decision. In middle of fulltime works, there had cheerful moments I spent. It was just my first time staying with a boyfriend while in work for any officially matters. His name is Peter and He was handsome and from royal family. It brought fortune to my future to have such family. I was attracted to him when we first met in office. He had his first attempt to get involved with me personally. It made me realise different way after we get involved together.  I was greeted by his parent while I met them; it was so active and special to my surprise once gone through their personality and superiority. But I had just some skill to hold my attitude to show in a very excellent way to fill them with appreciation on my verbal expression. End of two year, I mean while I resigned, Peter and his parents had built their expectation for marriage plan which I accepted and took the part of new environment. My father was very excited hearing my wedding. I was upset with my father as we stay in separate place due to career. But my father encourages me not to worry about it. As it is a force of nature to accept it, I am happy to spare my time with such new relationships of Peter.

Peter’s family a wealthy family with respect formed by parent as doctor and his sister named Kathryn a popular writer in a famous Magazine. Getting in touch with such family, I have no option but to share their view. So they arranged a specific date for wedding that made me wait till that date to become one of their members. Peter and I had an enjoyable marriage day. After getting married, we decided to stay in an interior design house that was recently purchased. It was located in a nearest wide ranged valley. The valley’s attraction created by the long river going through it and the secluded area. On receiving such reality made me have superior feeling casted by Peter’s standard living and gave a thrill through my body.

During begging with a start-up company, I was facing some challenging in market that badly affect the specified objectives of the new organization to balance the revenue. As my husband Peter had a ten years’ experience in management to provide enough guidance to cross such economic barrier, the company was gradually getting fuelled by minimum profit. The total net income raised slowly by end of two years. For such increment, I warmly thanked to my husband and it was so critical effective plan lead me with confidence to the future revenue. After two years, it became one of top level companies and finally it got stability. After my end of three year service, I took my position as CEO of this company and stands with all past experience and support from my clients. Here I finished my end line with brief details of my education and career. So I put myself here with clear picture of initial proceeds.

The New Relationship

Presently it is an enjoyable day. I have nothing to say more how happy I am now...Especially with Peter, Peter’s parent and his sister Kathryn. Kathryn is very open to me and always shares anything with me.  She looks very pretty as for her youth. She won in model beauty context as she works in Magazine Company as writer. She is very professional but acts very casually that nobody thinks she is writer. I know myself…I mean my beauty what Peter says about me. But I am not proud of it. And secondly I am very relaxed behind my professional career in my new company. I have enough time to share my personal things in middle of official works.

After couple days, while shopping, my old friend Claude happens to hang his face in front of my eye and came as a shock. 

Sara-        How are you Claude?  It’s very long...well it’s almost seven year...

Claude-                I am just fine…Just hanging around …And you?

I, with a faint smile, look at his face indicating the same sign that I saw before during college time.

Sara-        I am fine. It’s so nice to meet you…So what now? I mean what you are doing …may be…working somewhere around I guess.

He took minutes before reply.

Claude-                (looking to the ground)…I am looking for some work here again. I had job six month back .I don’t want to say what happened. I worked there for last two years

Without clear understanding, I am trying to find words to say. I don’t know the reason what he said.

Sara-        I am sorry to hear it. I just want more time to celebrate our old time again. (In smile)… I am just in middle of shopping…By the way… Where do you stay? 

Claude-                Ohh…sorry… It’s almost 6 miles away from here. It’s a bit far. I stay with friends.

Sara-        That’s very cool. If you don’t mind, Can you meet me somewhere around here on Sunday?

Claude-                Yes... Of course (with doubt in mind)

Sara-        So ...Is it ok if we meet in front of John Book Stall. It is inside Rolex shopping mall. And your contact number?

Claude-                No problems. I will find out. (In faint smile).Thanks for your time. (Hands me  with his contact number in a note)

I took his contact number and when I left him there, a few couple of doubts are flowing around my head.

..Is it really co-incidence? … I know him very well…why he said that…It’s obvious that He is asking for help…He think I am only one I can help him and trust me …may it’s true he is middle of danger…So he knows me…whatever It will come to true…I will help if he want. I need to be sure of it.

I got into my car with all these thought and heading to my home. On reaching home I saw Pater and Kathryn talking like its serious matter. But Kathryn was in rear mood.

Sara-        (Taking a seat in front) Hi Kathryn…I am so happy you are here. You did not come last Saturday. (In delighted mood)

Kathryn-        Sorry…I had some personal matter that day…Sara every weekend … (looking at her brother)…nothing. So u came from shopping? I can see something on your hand.

Sara-        Ohh…It’s nothing …just a gift for my colleague engagement. By the way I met my old college friend Claude.

Peter-        (In a mood of trying to recall) I remembered. You told me something about him before .Is that guy? You said… very decent and solitude …no parent. You helped him like a brother.

Sara-        It is him. He has financial problems and his uncle was careless to him. He shared with me all about his personal problems. The way he believes made me feel like his sister. He was always there with me for any kind of help. So it printed my mind with his image. (In smile)

Peter-        (In happy mode) that’s very nice to help someone. You know… that’s why I choose you. I know you have that ability.

Kathryn-        (Looking at Peter)  that’s why you hate me. But I remember what you did while you stayed with me. There is no need to pretend. Just tell Sara plainly you don’t feel damn if she does that.

I am just trying to focus attention on Kathryn to find the subject matter. May be its not right way to ask

her about it.

Sara-        (Ignoring them and for distraction) can we just talk about what’s our plan today? What’s special in dinner? …Kathryn, I would like to hear something about your project.

Kathryn-        It’s so nice to ask me that. Definitely I will be happy to discuss about it. (In tense)Unfortunately I cannot make it today. I have a very important meeting today. I just want to meet you both. (In delighted) I will be glad if you come to my house. You will like it.

Sara-        (In sublime) I promise. I am very pleased.

Without looking at Peter, Kathryn left us and drives away her car quickly. I am not aware of anything

what’s going on. I might did something wrong.

Sara-        (Before leaving the room once look at Peter) can you tell me -Is it something wrong with me?

Peter-        Don’t worry about it. Just mind your business.

I left the room and got another thought why Kathryn left without any word. After we did a few talk with

Pater and had dinner, I took the contact number given by Claude and I called him for the availability

time. So next day Sunday At morning, I rush to that bookstall to meet Claude. I saw him waiting

patiently when I was late and It was the same feeling I had before during college time  when I asked

him to do.

Sara-        (Making apology) Hi Claude, I am sorry for late.

Claude-        (Being nervous) it’s… It’s okay. (Trying to say something … But he stop)

Sara-        What happened? ... You look so afraid of something… may be we are here after long time.

He was trying to look at me but suddenly look at ground as if I were his boss.

Claude-        (A Scared look) N…N…Nothing like that. I am s…s…sorry I did not say one thing yesterday.

Sara-        (In doubt) what’s that … I did not see anything wrong yesterday? You are acting like a child.

Claude-        (Looking at her in a scared mood) I was following you yesterday. I know your popularity.

Sara-        (In clear mind but in serious) you followed me for that reasons …you told me about your conditions. Is that true?

He seems so scared that make him uneasy to speak. He nodded and tried to make apology for what

he did.

Sara-        (I was laughing seeing his cold face) it’s nothing wrong. Don’t worry. You know I am always being your sister whatever I am that does not matter. So tell me what happened with you in past.

Claude-        (clear his throat but with depressed) Thanks too much for your kind. I was going through many troubles. After completing graduation in college, I joined IT course in a local engineering college. It took me six year to complete the degree rather than four year. It was not even average in grade. But somehow I got a job in a small firm in very low salary and finally I got fired because of lack of experience. During my career I heard about you in news that you are one of the successful business women. It made me little ambition. So I tried to meet you somewhere around your company. (The tears running down his face).

Sara-        (In sorrowful eyes) so I got your point. Everything is going to be fine. You are lucky. I will think about it. (Holding his hand)…Trust me nothing else is going happen like this now. One more thing…How do you manage now? Your uncle?

Claude-        (Wiped his face) my uncle left some money before he died in sick one year back. So I am depending on it since six month.

Sara-        It reminds me my father. You know …mom died …then he spared his time with me as everybody need help to stay with someone. So, I can read you. Now you will be with me. Whenever you are in trouble, don’t bother yourself to hide it from me. Now you have somebody that’s only me.

We did chatting about our past for couple of hours and then we had lunch. Finally I ride him to his

house. On reaching my home, I started to think what he said. So I took time to figure out what to do.

Next morning, I was heading to my office and I had discuss about the lack of resource skilled in Data

Entry of the project running under me. I had scheduled for the opening for Data Entry resource by the

HR team and had them to hire Claude to this organization. This recruitment process took almost one

week and fixed a joining date for Claude on Monday of the next two week.

The change in life

Like I said before I had nothing to worry about my business. It reminds me of my past hard work to

stand this business. But now it’s giving me the most of my personal enjoyable time and especially the

power that allow me to do what I want. In middle of my work, suddenly I received a call from Kathryn

on Friday.

Kathryn-        Hi Sara, How is going on?

Sara-        Everything fine. What’s the matter?

Kathryn-        Can you please come to my house today evening? If possible, Will you stay this weekend?

Sara-        Sure… why you are asking like that?

Kathryn-        It’s nothing… just it make me feel better if you stay for some moment.

Sara-        I remembered what you said last week. So definitely I will come today. But I am not aware of your address. So I will call Pater today so that we can come together to your home.

Kathryn-        No…No… That’s not necessary. I will come myself to your office by my friends car.

Sara-        That’s fine. So I will be ready by 5 pm.

Once I cut off my mobile, I thought what makes Kathryn so hurry. I was waiting for Kathryn in my car

outside of office. After 30 minutes, she reached me there. She was in very short dress and she have

model figured body making her extreme beauty. She guided my car driver to ride to her home. I was

in shock to see her first time with her model beauty. I tried to sort it out why she was doing that just to

bring me to her home. When I entered her colony, all kind of special house start following on both

side. It looks very expensive and high level designed indicating the living of royal family. I know she is

one of famous writer and also best model. Once I reached her home, it widen my eye to see heaven

like house with huge area for garden and walking area. I realized her royalty. Not only this, she is

guided by security person and her servants. I have never seen such specialty to anybody before. I

just realized how rich she is. Nobody can cross her beauty. She looked very pretty while she was

smiling. While the car parked there in front of the house, her assistance immediately opened the door

to let her come out of the car and took her bag and other stuff in her hand. The same thing happened

to me. There I just keep watching all these service as if I was in some royal hotel. I went inside and

saw very expensive many kind of furniture along with trophies and decorated things in place making

very attractive room. All the rooms were with different design. All I say It is very different from other.

Well she took me her reading room look like a small library. I kept my voice down before I say in

respected way.

Sara-        I can see all kind of book here. It’s very nice room best for reading in very silent place. I am very glad to have such refresh mind. (In smile) It makes me really feel like you are here as writer and I am reader.

Kathryn-        (In smiling) Thanks for your appreciation.  Let’s have a rest. Next to this room you can find bedroom for a guest. Or we can go to my bed room.

Kathryn took me to her bedroom as I wished. But again another surprise came over me seeing the

huge swing pool along with loungers amid palm trees while heading to her bedroom. It is separate

very private secluded house with a beautiful garden surrounding it and filled with  light wind. The

house is with base room on ground and also with a very comfortable expensive decorated stuffs.

Sara-        Wow … Is it really a bedroom? Looks very private. Hey what’s that for? (Pointing to the base).

Kathryn-        (In smile) that’s my rest room but it’s under repairing (The room is locked). That’s bath room. (Pointing to another side room).

I went inside her bath room which is very special design for taking bath and even the toilet looks very

systematic with sensor. We sit together on the sofa and started chatting. I looked around and with

breathing fresh air, just got lay down with my back on the spring bed like a child feeling light sleep

facing Kathryn to talk from the distance. She laughed at my childish acts. 

Kathryn-        Sara, you look tired. Better take some rest…then we will talk about something fun.

Sara-        No… No…It’s ok but sorry if something wrong

Kathryn-        (In smile) Nothing wrong … I just want you take rest …feel the fresh air here…you will like it. So I am leaving now. I have just something need to be prepared myself. …Bye…

Kathryn left there and I was on the bed facing the ceiling and feeling sleepy.  But I had some feeling

while look at her face. I slept very well. I didn’t know when I got sleep. It was like a dream I mean it

was so peaceful and made me feel healthy in middle of such surroundings. When I open my eye, just

for little moment, I was not able to determine where I was in middle of silent night while looking at the

distant glowing lights around the swimming pool looks like some kind of night club which was recently

closed. Immediately I got scared hearing plop sound and quickly stood to see what’s ahead. One

waiter carrying  drink and foods on tray stood with respect in front to give it to me. I thanked him for

the dinner and looked at the clock showing the time 10.15 pm. The room was not very bright but it

was so calm that clear my thought. I asked myself, after being so late why Kathryn didn’t come here

to wake me up. But I took it positive and had my dinner. After a while, Kathryn came up with bright

face as if she got something new.

Kathryn-        (realising her mistake, in making apology) Sorry Sara… It took almost 4 hour not to come here.

Sara-        It’s ok. Don’t say like that. So what you got? (In doubt)

Kathryn-        ya..ya..I have lot to say but (in anxious) before tell me how do you feel now?

Sara-        (in fascinated mode) wow. That’s good question…I can’t imagine what to say. Well I can say its first time to realize such vivid sight and …your …the way you are living very kind of superiority and power.

Kathryn-        (in serious) that’s right…you know…I want you be aware of your position. It’s my new house owned by me one month back. So I invited you here just for your surprise. And I am telling something that you didn’t realize before. You know I want to be open mind. You have such power but you don’t know how to utilize it. You can purchase a mansion house the way you want. Not only it’s more, even you can change yourself in every way. So here I am to hang with few lessons. But I want you to promise not to tell Peter about it. He hates me for this. You don’t know what it is. But I trust you that you will like it.

Sara-        (In normal) what makes you so puzzle …It’s nothing I am ready for you no matter what it is. So don’t hesitate to say anything you like.

Kathryn-        I have no one to say this secret. That’s why I am telling you. I am just tired of it.

Sara-        (In teasing mode) Ya… me too. I have so many secret.

Kathryn-        You are kidding… right…come with me.

Kathryn quickly came close to me and pointing her finger to the base.

Kathryn-        that room is under repairing …Do you know what it is for?

Sara-        (with puzzle frown on face) no idea…but why you are so serious? Something wrong with me?

Kathryn-        (Looking at my eye) You… You really don’t know anything…Ok fine…just come to my study room…I got something for you.

I immediate followed her to the study room. I saw a pile of books on the glass table. It looks like she

kept those only for me.

Kathryn-        (Focus attention on me but low voice) Are you looking at something?

Sara-        (In anxious) Wow did you put these books only for me? … Did you write it…? I will like it.

I picked up pink colour covered one to read a few lines on middle random page. I did not see any

tittles on front page. I just thought what kind of books then had gone through few lines on a page.

Once realizing what she was trying to say, I looked at her in amazement.

Sara-        (hiding her awareness) so… that’s your secret. …see Kathryn …I am not that …I love Peter very much… but I am not what you are expecting. I am sure you will get married soon.

Kathryn-        (Unable to stop her laughing after listening it ) OMG…you are so serous…I can see it. …but trust me I am not a lesbian or something that’s what you are trying to say…Sara, you are in very limited. So I will let you know what else you need. Simplicity is not a matter to you as you have everything and you can do anything. I am sure you know why. I am leaving now. All these books are only for you. I am going for sleep.

Kathryn left to her bed room with smiling on her face. I looked at the book which was already on my

hand. Then I thought…

       …If she is not what I guess, then what it is for…why she is telling that way…I know such things even I was in colleges…but what she was saying is quite different… let me try out… let me know…I am not shame to read it…especially she want me to read it to find what it is for…I remembered what she said….so I will read it…

I started reading it from the first page with a funny chapter name ‘Only Me’.

… It looks interesting after two pages…Then I got a few different points trying to know what’s next could be…then …see.. Dominating someone.. ohhh...what’s that.. Why…how she can do that…and he just doing something on her…it’s so bizarre … I can’t believe… finally such triumph she realized over him…

It took me three hours to finish the story. I thought it was just long chapter.  Across the books all multiple stories were there. I stopped to read more but a kind of funny feeling spread   inside my whole body. It was happening like Kathryn told me. It was really different. Being uncomfortable, I just walked and found myself in a guest bed room. Immediate I got laid on the bed with my hand on my crotch. I was just out of control with those entire bizarre things in my head. Again I felt sleep feeling so satisfied. Then I opened my eye in full sweats. My body soaked in sweat. Then the wall clock gave an acknowledge of the right time. It had been almost eight hours while I was in sleep. I heard a knock on the door and I came to know I was still in guest bed room. Once I opened the door, Kathryn was there with breakfast. I was in very rare mode while looking at her.

Kathryn-        (with bright face) Good morning…you are very late…that’s the bathroom and get fresh yourself.

Sara-                (In yawning) Morning… sorry Kath… I will be quick.

After reaching to the bathroom, I got unpleasant smell on my body. Being aware of what I did last

night, I decided to take bath. Kathryn kept new cloths there for dress change. After taking brush, I had

the new dress and while taking breakfast, Kathryn seems to be aware of me.

Kathryn-        (In absent-minded but in teasing mode) do you mind if I ask?

Sara-        (In smiling) I know what you are going to ask? Anyway I feel better. It’s kind of new to me. Thanks for such lady’s stuff. I see…It’s also one of our fantasies.

Kathryn-        So you mean to say… it just a fantasy to ladies like us?

Sara-        (Without think) I don’t know what else fantasies ladies have. What you gave really turned me on. I will read more.

Kathryn-        (Ignoring me) I mean to say what if it is real or we do it in real life ….

Sara-        (Took a seconds) nobody can do it. It is just a fantasy to satisfy you. Do you think … it is legal? … and what will happen if people do that ?... of course that’s impossible.

Kathryn-        (In laughing) I got it…you are afraid of it. But you have forgotten about yourself.  Like I said before, you have power so you can do anything. … (Suddenly She took her mobile to pick up the call…she left)

After she went away, the ideas she told was triggering me in opposite way. I could not help but

wonder what she said. I was waiting for her to finish her call patiently. Then she came to me.

Kathryn-        (In excited) so what do you think?

Sara-        (In doubt) it could be wrong. It has nothing to do with my intention. It’s a cruel activity.

Kathryn-        (Trying to understand) may be you need time to think about it. Tell me what excite you for what you did last night?

Sara-        (thinking) …really that’s only matter to us…it’s right… that’s why it make me so special because I can do what I want. Even I can do plan for it…wow…its so exciting

Kathryn-        (Meeting her expectation) exactly…that’s what I am trying to convince you. Please come to the basement of my bedroom. I will show you something.

Again I followed Kathryn to her basement being enthusiastic. When I went inside that room, it looked

like a secret room as I saw some kind of non-usual things. I made focus on every stuff to sort out what

these were used for.

Kathryn-        (In a sensible way) I assume it makes you wonder. You don’t know what it’s for. So let me explain you everything.

Sara-        (with puzzle frown on face) I don’t see these all before. I have got some ideas what it might be. But are you serious? How do you know?

Kathryn-        (Being polite) sorry I didn’t say it before…My mom helped me. I think you don’t know why she stays in separate. It’s because she likes getting herself involved with her privacy since she was youth. So… let me clear you about this stuff.  When I explain, I will use some term you may not understand it. So you can ask if you don’t know. But I am sure you are smart enough to know all what I say. (In teasing way)That’s why your last dream night made you very different while you read that book…Now… let me go ahead…

       … ….

       That small room is for my ‘slave’. He will be there in very special way just enough for him to alive… the closet is …you know… (In leering eye) for my toilet session including my number two also…it is nothing different…it’s just like regular toilet. That’s why you don’t see the toilet in my bathroom…do you see…something is special here…look at this toilet seat. There is one chain with a big sized ring on its end. It is used for fastening in training session…There are my photographs stick on wall…just let him know you only one here in his world…this room is only one he will belong to forever and he will be in touch with my intimate world ( with Radiant face) that looks so exciting to me. I just can’t wait for it…this folding things can be made in different shape just as per the way you like for your satisfaction. It can be made as bed or sofa or you can make room beneath your seat just enough for him to sleep there to put him in contact with your body…there is no way the wind to pass through the room. Several air pipes are attached with this room and this are under your control. It is used to fresh the room whenever he is not able to cope with my body wastage. So he will be in touch with my body aroma anytime … (In ecstatic sigh of happiness) It makes me so superior…one more things…four camera is fixed on each top corner to take picture of his suffering…wow that’s so exciting if you look at the video… you see some other stuff used for his torture…but this room is only for his training…but it takes long time …even years depending on how he get involved with it…once the training is complete, he will be just moving toilet outside…but unfortunately his life time is short…that’s all …I have nothing to say.

Sara-        (In magnificently) that’s the most exciting plan. You mentioned toilet session …and your photograph…what’s that …why?

Kathryn-        (with certain reason) it’s not easy way to elaborate it as I told you it takes one year to finish his training. So it’s long process. And my photograph is something he will see it every day So It’s only me he will remember in his mind…there are more things to do for brainwash like he is not allowed to read anything or not allowed to think about himself. The most important thing He should not have any contact with anyone. So I gave you some books that will help you to know everything.

Sara-        (In anxious) Why his life is short after his training?

Kathryn-        (In cheerful mode) Sara…that turn me on …you know why …He will die eating your bodily wastage. My mom told me four slaves died eating her warm feces .She is now using fifth slave.

Sara-        (In Widen eye) Kath…that’s a crime. And four slaves…that’s too much.

Kathryn-        That’s too less for me. That’s the whole point how we do that. It’s because we can do what we want. After training, He will be eating only our digested foods and will be under treatment to extent his living. But finally after six or seven years he is out of hand. The cause of his death is reported as some kind of sickness. My mom calls me today to share about it with you. My mom as a doctor knows how to handle this case. So there is no way to recommend it as a crime. (In leering eye)  I am just planning to torture my first slave to death within a couple of months. 

Sara-        (In amazement) so there is nothing to worry. The reality is one most triggering to fulfil our wish. Kathryn…thanks so much…So I will figure out for my bright future. 

After couple of hours of our intimate talk, we went to shopping then went some visiting place. We did

a lot for time pass. Next morning we did not talk too much. I spent most times in so on reading those

books. I was so thrills to bit bits that I was full aware of secrets. At evenning, I was shocked to see an

asian boy so thin with dark hair. Kathryn was next to him staring at me in dreamy eye. Kathryn asked

him in dominant way to introduce to me. The boy with fear in eye introduced his name ‘Aran’ and

recognised himself as professional slave.

Kathryn-        (In smile) Aran is a professional slave trained by my mom for last eight month. He is only for me. Sara,but today he is yours. He will make you very special, You will stay in my special bedroom. Take him to that rest room. I want you realize your best moment. I am leaving now as I have important things to do.

Sara-        (In widen eye) Today He will do for me…I have nothing to say Kathryn…Bye.

I took him to the Kathryn’s bedroom. He was just right in time as I read so many stories recently. I was

nervous what to do with him. I could not help myself to use him as he was born for it. First thing I tied

him in the toilet of the basement. Taking a seat in front of swimming pool, I took half an hour to think

before I start my session. I remembered what Kathryn said to me.

       … …

       It is so nice to think one slave waiting for me there…the such thought gives trilled over my body…I am becoming moist feeling sensation over my crotch…I know it will take time to progress with ideas…it seems to be a hard work to become a dominant…as dominant I should have some kind of tips to torture in the way it satisfy me…that’s going to be really nasty work to train someone with full service… anyway I am so glad that  Kathryn and her mom is an experienced dominant. It’s obvious that they want me to become one of them as they know my royalty…It is true that after becoming world most successful business woman, why I would leave my personal private moments behind…It may be a mistake being a normal lady …that’s why Kathryn took me with such private matters…again I am giving my thank to Kathryn for such sudden change in my personal style…And it’s going to be pleasure to me for incoming days…I am very confident I will have my own slave…wow I will train him and feed him my shit… that’s truly natural for people like us…not only it is enough even he will belong to my private life forever… He is just container like holding my body wastage…it’s a kind of respect we should expect from such low level creature…I mean they are like animal…they don’t have human right as they born for only rich , famous people only…I really did a hard work to put myself as superior. Now in turn I should receive something from them…so I promise to change my style …I really mean it…that’s so turned me  on to know someone is dying for you…really someone is going to die…I wish I can hold their soul in my sensual body part forever just to derive their freedom…It’s time to deserve something from him today… …

With such sudden change in my heart, I rushed to the basement to use him like animal. I untied him

and then took him to the bedroom. I got laid there breathing the fresh air.

Sara-        (out of control) I know you are skilled. So I am using your skill today. I am not a dominant. So you are lucky. 

Aran (the slave) -         yes mistress. How can I serve you?

Sara-        (hearing first time, in widen eye) Slave, I want you do some worship. So what you can do for your mistress?

Aran-        (In tremble voice) Mistress Sara, I can do anything the way you wish.

Sara-        (In smile looking at ceiling) undresses me and lay down where my feet are. I want nice sleep while your face is on my crotch. But don’t touch just inhale deeply so that I can feel your breath. 

I felt like I put something on my crotch feeling hot air around it. I knew what I was doing and it was first

time. Having someone around like this was kind of uplifted. I did not want him be in contact with my

skin. I had a simple reason why I did not like it. Ok… Well it was because Aran not owned by me. I

was not much more active to use others. I decided to sleep with him sniffing around me. It was not a

torture. It was a kind of fantasies boys have. So I just let him play around me. That was it. In mid

night, I found him still doing the same. I moved to toilet to go for pee quickly without saying anything

to him. I had a feeling of stomach pain. So, at the same moment, I had to take damp in the toilet. But

In my half sleep, I did not know what he was doing there in toilet without any words to him to do.

While I woke up at morning, again I found Aran on the same position around me. I was aware of last

night. Even I remembered I took a dump at mid night and he was there. I was egger to know what he

was doing . Before ask him, I gathered a globe of morning spit in my mouth. I asked him to open his

mouth in unclear voice. He was obedient to open his month just beneath me. But I did not spit all of it.

I Just did half of it on his mouth. Again in unclear voice asked him not to swallow but to savour it like it

meant to be tasty and in meanwhile want him to open his hand with palm beneath my mouth. I did spit

the remaining on his palm.

Sara-        (With sarcastic look) Inhale deeply my morning flavours and looks at me clearly. You are doing it with reputed one. Hey what you was doing there in mid night (pointing to the basement)? I remembered I did not flash it.

Aran-        (With his face down inhaling) I was hungry. So I had to do that. Sorry mistress if it is wrong. (In trembles voice) I was trained for that.

Sara-        (In shock..taking a while) you ate it …my shit…just because you was hungry. Did you taste it? (in excitely) come on tell me… and my morning saliva …the smell …Is it good? Look at me.

Aran-        (In unpleasant look at eye) Mistress, It was very tasty…the smell is very good.

Sara-        (With sarcastic look) I am not appreciated for your lie. So Inhale deeply what’s in your palm and let it go through your nose. Do not wash it. I want it last for longer. … (After a while) ya…ya… you did it…keep it in your nose for longer and remember me…now give me my dress…

I took my dress in front of him and tied him to the toilet. I took a pee and left him there to sniff it.

I brushed my teeth and after taking a bath, I was ready for my office. While leaving, I took breakfast

with Kathryn and told her something what I did excluding my morning bizarre things. Kathryn was

again bright with her beautiful face ready for her work. She always did all official stuff at home. So the

slave Aran would be in constant touch with her. I hugged Kathryn tightly as warm thanks before

leaving her. When I was in office, I tried to avoid those nasty things in middle of my official works.I reached to my

house and I chatted with Peter appreciating Kathryn. But I didn’t say anything about our secret things.

During night, Kathryn called me and again she reminded me everything we did together. I took an

hour to make a plan to change my personal living style before sleep. Again those exciting scene

made me nervous and I had to cum to avoid it. Next Day in my office I emailed to everybody with a

notice of my official work from home to execute my important personal plan. So here I did

purchased an estate with a luxury mansion in a remote villa including all facilities like Kathryn had.

Even I called a construction company to build some cottages with secluded area for my very private

things. Those cottages were with many patterns and also kinds of equipment for many purposes well

suited to me to allocate my private slave as per my private needs. The small forest was there as it

was close to hill side. It was really enjoyable place. It put a symbol of my reputation and sign of

the wealthy. It took me almost six months to come to the final point of decision. Now I was going to

turn my dream to reality. Wow I could not imagine I did it so early. I was just waiting for my days to

come with my vivid nasty thought.

The old friend: Claude

Eventually I came with all what I want. Now only one thing was left- looking for someone who could

spare my private moment in very sensible way without any help from Kathryn or Her mom. My

intention was not to use a slave trained by someone. I preferred to train someone to cope with my

intense dirty things as my very private partner. Kathryn knows everything about it. I had a weak

relationship with Peter. Peter knew what exactly I was going to do. But he was very honest to let me

spend the way I like. So I was always in deep love with Peter. In case of important case, I had to go

office for the necessary action. Immediate after fifteen day days, one day in middle of my official

activities, I received a list of complaints against a few  resources from all managers of my project.

Among the list of those candidates, my old friend Claude was there in third position as an indication of

lowest rate. Again it made me worried about him as there was no option for me to recommend him as

regular employee as per the company’s policy. So I took an hour to find a way to help him out of these

critical issues.  Suddenly out of nowhere, in middle of my thought, my personal secret problems got

mixed up and came with a solution through several ideas for my old friend. I started to think about

Claude deeply to recall

…wait a minutes…Kathryn said something that Claude has…but what make me still

worried…Is it because he looked at me as his sister ?…It is not really right for me to set this

nasty idea on him…no…no…it was so difficult for me to find a right partner for last two

weeks…so it seems out of option…Claude is only one option left over here…I think It is very

unfortunate to him to his future…see…I have got so many reasons why I  need him… there

is no way out for him without losing his job as I cannot help any more…I did my best I

could…I know he has very less ability since his childhood. This is why it happened…He has

no parent…even his uncle died...his relationship with friends is very faint because of lack of

knowledge…So now I see he has just everything according to what Kathryn told me about the

idea of having a very good slave…I am really excited …what a perfect match…no parent

…no friends …a lonely life Claude have…wow I just cannot wait to see it will happen really...

it does not matter to me whatever he is…all I know he is saving his pretty life so far just for my

nasty plan…

I had cum a lot at night realizing my fulfilment of my idea. Next day I derived my Car straight to my office. I signed all those papers of employee termination service. During meeting session, without looking at Claude’s pale face I gave a lecture on the company’s change of policy. After end of meeting, I called Claude through mobile to assure him not to be afraid of it. I asked him to wait in the same shopping male where I met him first. Once office time over, I asked my Car driver to reach the shopping at an early. I went inside to reach the John Book Store. On seeing Cloud’s crying face, I felt a leak on my pussy. I didn’t know why it was so sensitive look.

Sara-        (hiding her happiness) Claude I know what happened. I am really sorry. This time I tried my best I could. But it was just my bad luck. I am sure you will be ok as I am with you.

Claude-        (In crying face) I know you did. But it was my mistake. Due to my lack of knowledge, I have no any idea how to go through it. I need some advice. I want to depend on myself.

Sara-        (In grounded view) sometimes people stay in alternative way. Let me clear it. (Trying to make it easy). You don’t need that as I am here with you. I am only one you have and you know my position. I don’t see any trouble if you stay with me as my brother. It does not mean that you are depending on me. You know people help each other.

Claude-        (with doubt) why you want to take care of me? I know what I am doing. I am appreciating your concern. Sorry …I cannot take it.

Sara-        (being disappointed) that’s why you lost your jobs twice if you know yourself.  It is up to you. I just am taking it serious. So I am trying to help you. If you are still confident, go ahead. You know …that’s true…you don’t know anything…you are not even fit for living. So I gave you a chance to accept it. I have a plan for you.

Claude-        (seeing my anger, making apology) Sorry Sara… I am really sorry…you are right. I understand your fact. I know you are in great position.  So I am leaving myself on your hand. I will do anything what you want.

Hearing his submissive voice, my head throbbed with delighted sense. It almost happened just the

way my plan was. So I let myself to go forward to make it straight.

Sara-        (with bright face) so if you are ready, tomorrow I will take you my new home. I will explain everything there.

Claude-        (In anxious) Sara, you said you have a plan. Is it official matter?  I can take any Job if you have.

Sara-        (In smile, putting hand under his chin) …It’s nothing like that. You are not suitable for any official jobs. But I have one job for you that very…very sensual to my personal living. So I want you be careful.

Claude-        (In cheerful mind) Sara…I will do hard to satisfy you. I am ready to be your subordinate.

Sara-        (with satisfaction) I am sure you can do anything as my …personal… …(trying to find suitable word)...assistance.

       So let me drop you to your house and pack everything for tomorrow.  I will come with my cab to collect all.

I was so elated and highly hopeful for the incoming days. It was hard for me to wait till tomorrow. Next

day morning I hurried myself as if someone was waiting for me. I did drive myself to his house in full

speed to make it happen as soon as possible. He was waiting outside of the house alone with his

luggage. I just helped him eagerly to finish it quickly. On the way, I saw him being astonished to see

all house around.  I remembered while in college he had a little crush on me. So sometime he was

staring at me for my beauty. When I reached home, he was stunned to see my house in front. He

looked around like he came for visiting places. He felt ashamed of me after getting into such

visibility. I think he realized how he had very low standard life as compared to me. It made me

become dominant over him that I took wolfish eye on him. But I knew the time didn’t come yet. I stood

with powerful deserve out of my cab. I asked my assistance to take his luggage to the storage room. I

hold his hand like a lover do and he followed me inside. He seemed very surprised seeing around my

high quality rooms. I promised to take him to see my family –Peter, Kathryn. Next day Saturday,

Accordingly I took him to see Peter first. Peter was very curious to know the reason why I brought

him. I convinced him the Claude’s situation. He seemed to know my actual desire. But when I met

Kathryn, She knew the matter so She want me to bring Claude to her mother’s hospital. I knew it was

for the report in case Claude die of sick. I asked Claude to sign the sickness report.

Claude-        (In doubt) Sorry Sara, I cannot sign the report without any symptom of disease.

Sara-        (In aggressive). Just sign there as I told you. Don’t make me angry. (with sudden change in mind) Sorry I was rude…See Claude…I don’t know exactly …It may be for your insurance as my mother in low asked me to do that. She is a doctor. Like I said before my whole family will take care of you (hiding her secrets).

As Claude was my valuable pet, It was my duty to take his control. It took long time to finish

everything what I want. At evening, Claude and I reached home. I was very patient with all those

things in mind. I just took him to one of my special cottages.

Sara-        (In serious) I have something to say that’s very important for your job to start.

Claude-        (In plain face) I am very excited to do anything.

Sara-        (In serious) I don’t care what you say. Before I explain, drink the glass of water. The fact is that you cannot go back to your normal life if you want to.So, I have some doctor waiting for you now (By mistake, these words came out).

Claude-        (In doubt) what’s for?

Sara-        (In dominate way, shouting) Just drink the water.

Claude quickly had drunk the water as I commanded. He did not know the sleeping pills were diluted

with the water. Within minutes he was in sleep. I asked doctors to remove all of his teeth during his

conscious. I knew it was really terrible but I had to do that so that he could not go back to his normal

life and I did it for my benefit. Kathryn helped me to bring these doctors to my house for such

operations. I did it in home just to complete all necessary activities immediately before I start my

training session. As it was my first attempt, I didn’t have any idea about his lifetime.  The way I would

plan might short his life within couple of months. Even if it end his life, that was not my actual matter.

The matter was my emotional power to such terrible things. The living standard should have such

meaning of power and brave. I was in TV room waiting for doctors. It took one and half hours for them

to finish. They came back to me with the report of the successful operations and I paid them very well.

For a moment I felt heartless about Claude. But I was sure he would get a great moment before he

die. I went back to that cottage to check Claude’s condition. He was sleeping calmly with medical stuff

around him. I didn’t know what  happened to me. I just cried loudly on seeing his face realizing my

cruel activity. He had a nice face just two hour back. He was in conscious state for one day. On

Monday, I went back to his cottage and I saw him crying. He knew what I did. I tried to make apology

but he didn’t respond to me. For last two days, I was not feeling good due to emotional stress for what

I did to Claude. Even I stop talking to Kathryn for such distraction. I learnt something that it was easy

to image anything but very difficult to see its reality. On Tuesday morning, one doctor came to remove

the bandage from his mouth and checked all conditioned inside saying it looked perfect. I was

appreciate for my servants taking care of Claude very well last three days. At afternoon, I came there

to see him and I was just staring him with my crying face until he woke up.

Claude-        (In recovery, unclear voice) Thanks Sara. I remembered what you said. I don’t want a normal life. It’s ok.

Sara-        (His words touching my heart) whatever it is, I will never do that. (Unable to stop crying)

Claude-        (trying to smile) Sara, you are helping me. I can still trust you. I am not happy if you cry like that. I heard the talking between you and Kathryn while in hospital. So, I don’t want to alive in my miserable life.

Sara-        (wiped my tears, in widen eye) so you knew it was going to happen. You knew what my intention was. Why didn’t you go away before it happened?

Claude-        (with painful smile) I just want to be your little pet and ready to sacrifice myself for a beautiful wealthy lady whom I know very well.

Sara-        (In love) so you are ready for such nasty things. Are you sure?

Claude-        (Took a moment) I know it’s going to be really hard for me. You will be dominant over it. Mistress Sara, please don’t hesitate for it. I am sure I can manage everything till my death. Can I ask you a question?

Sara-        (In an astonished look) my dear, I don’t like to hear this word ‘Mistress’. You are free to ask anything.

Claude-        why did I sign that death report? Are you some kind of business?

Sara-        (In calm voice) No no…it is for avoiding the crime. The way you will die is a crime. Sorry I didn’t say that.

Claude-        (in delighted) wow…that’s so secret. It’s like a God’s gift for me. So you said you have something to say very important. I guess I know it before.

Sara-        (in smile but sad) you are right. But you don’t know it’s very bizarre that you can’t believe.

Claude-        (In clear voice) if you don’t do it, you would not be comfortable. It’s natural. Can I call you ‘Mistress’?

Sara-        (In excited) that’s right. If you are ready, you can call me Mistress and I will call you Slave. Is that Okay?

Claude-        (In excited) Mistress Sara, Absolutely fine otherwise I will miss it.

Sara-        (In teasing) Slave, I am really…really…appreciated. I learnt a lesson from you. In turn I will teach you lessons since tomorrow morning. There will be a little talk in between Mistress and Salve. But you can talk if scared. I will be kind to you.

Claude-        (A bit loud) Mistress, A dominant never be kind to her Slave.

Sara-        (in laughing) right..right...Slave…So let’s we play tomorrow. Today I am not right in mood.

Claude-        (in obedient) Sure Mistress.

I left him there. I was not horny in that night due to such emotional words from Claude. I started to

think what Claude said

….Claude has a brave heart as he is aware of his death…It seems to me he is

in middle of his stressful moment…So he is ready to give up his breath on my hand…and I

remembered he appreciated of my beauty and superior…Do he fantasize me ...hey hey

wait..it’s true…while in college, he had a little crush on me…Is it his opportunity even he know

what will happen next…I guess it’s yes…So he is begging me for it…I will take it as a serious

note before I begin on next morning….

Claude’s Next life –First Step

I woke up at morning. I seemed to forget something what to do today. I quickly got up knowing my

best moments.I remembered what I said to Claude yesterday. I hurried to his cottage to begin my

fantasy. Claude was in active mode waiting for me and seemed to be very normal.

Sara-        (In unclear mode) Slave, Are you ready for my morning lesson? It will be really bizarre.

Claude-        (he got up and keeled down like a professional slave) Yes mistress.

Sara-        (Like a teacher giving lecture) Ok…first smell then taste…as you knows what people do at morning. So I am doing it right now…it’s very different…come to my bedroom…

I took him to my special bedroom and I decided to lay my back on my bed.

Sara-        (In sarcastic, looking at ceiling) I will be sleeping like this and whole night you need to be wake. Don’t worry you can sleep for five hours at afternoon.  You need to improve step by step as you are under training…Keep your nose very close to my mouth. Inhale my breath…you know I did not brush yet. So it will be very pungent…this is how you should respect a superior lady like I am…it means you are nothing but very low level creature as compared to me…that’s why it happen this way…got it..

Clause-        (nodded)

Sara-        (I am yawning to push air pass his nose to let him smell it) Slave keep doing it …It will be part of daily routine.

Claude-        (long breathing and Showing unpleasant face)

Sara-        (getting up and look down to him) that’s it…I know you are not happy with this smell…you should get used to it …every day I will repeat it during session…So next my morning saliva…It’s really unbearable…but you have to smell it…(smooth voice  but dominant way)open your hand…

Claude-        (open his hand with his palm just below my mouth in submissive way)

Sara-        (I took moments to make long thick sticky saliva…looking at his eye…then I let it flow slowly on his palm…it look so yellow…it’s too dirty to see it)   Look at it…sniff deeply so that I can hear your long breath.

Claude-        (he tried but he can’t breathe being unpleasant with odour. He simply looked at me)

Sara-        (knowing his uncomfortable state, I slap hard on his face…I wear my glove … holding his head tight around my arm I smear that gooey mess over his nose slowly) Now inhale it…inhale it…ya…you are doing it…good…again do it…good…again…I can see you are learning fast…now lick the rest from your palm and show me you like it most…but don’t swallow. Just savour it. …right…right…wow…you took it all just in one lick...Is that tasty( in anxious)…again inhale it what’s on your palm…ok…let me spit there again…(spit with a sticky mess)…now… again inhale deeply so that it goes through your nose…hmmmmm…now look at me…look at me…hmmmm…you like that.. you know why I am doing it…I want you to enjoy my beauty while you inhale it…

       So Don’t wipe it or wash your face till evening ok…today I will be here whole day to train you…you will get to know everything today… Slave, Go to the toilet of your cottage …that will be another lesson.

Claude-        (run to the toilet following my command)

Sara-        (being anxious) Slave, guess what it will be? I want to hear it.

Claude-        (In tremble voice) Mistress, you will piss and shit here…

Sara-        (In domineering voice) Watch carefully…I know it’s your first day.

Claude-        (In fear) I will do mistress.

I took a seat on the toilet and looked at him to know his reaction. So I first relaxed and waited for

minutes before I take pee. Immediately I began to piss , very dark yellow . I can smell

it what it is. Then I had a feeling of taking shit. I did force and the shit came out forcedly. The room got

filled with the aroma. I just looked at him in smile. He seemed not to be happy with it. I used toilet

paper to clean my asshole and threw it to the bowl.

Sara-        (with satisfied) Slave, it’s your first time. So Come here and take a look at my private crap. You are watching your mistress’s valuable private mess. Keep watching that.

I agreed that he was not able to cope with it so early. So I just let him watch. I closed the door behind

for a while. Taking a glass of water with another empty one, I came to the bathroom to rinse mouth I

did gargle and expel it to the empty glass for my slave. It was for his morning drink. After brushing my

my teeth, I came back to the toilet with that glass. He was just crying there.

Sara-        (Scolding) how dare you hate my gift…? (I slapped several times until his face becomes red. Then pull him by his hair to place his face near to the bowl) what’s your problem you are not watching it…Take this glass…Just sniff inside the glass while you are looking at my shit and toilet paper. And drink when you feel thirsty…remember from now, you will drink and eat only what my body prepare for you …you will sleep here…Ohh… I forget to say one thing…do not flush the toilet and (with sarcastic look) you will remain hungry until you can manage to eat my shit and drink my piss. It’s going to be your daily routine.

Claude-        (Trying to say something while he was looking at me)

I locked him there. I finished it all as first step of his training in just one day as nobody can live

forever without eating anything. I made up my mind to feed him only my body fruit. I decided to give

him some energetic medicine to keep him alive until he starts his real session. I did not come back to

see him again that day. Next morning I was shocked to see his face smear with my excrement and it

caused intense stink in the room. I immediately ran the air extractor to remove the stinks.  His nose

was creamed in brown look like he was inhaling it  over whole night. But I didn’t see anything on his

mouth which made me little disappointed. I knew it would take some time.

Sara-        (In satisfied) Slave, wow you are inhaling my shit …are you enjoying it?

Claude-        (In weak voice) yes mistress.

Sara-        (In smile) Flush that toilet…Again your morning routine will start…I am appreciated for it…you know that you can’t eat anything. So you will be given some medicine enough to let you stay alive without eating anything… you better harry up to be ready for it otherwise you will starve to death very soon. You emptied the glass full of my morning syrup…good…Now clean the toilet very well …I will be back…then today you will know something…

After I came to the toilet, I did my morning duty for his enjoyment like I did before. This time he did

little improve but I was not satisfied as he was pleasant with the aroma. Before take a dump, his face

was right in front of my cunt. So for better improvement, I suggested him what he need to do for the

next.

Sara-        (In sarcastic) slave, you have no option but to eat and drink out of my body. So here I am going to help so that you can survive with it. Now I will take a shit and you will place your face just inside the bowl. You need to take a long breath to reach the pungent filled inside. Don’t let it come out. Otherwise it will disturb me. The Person like me should not be involved with it. Better you filled your lunch with it. This way will help me to avoid of such smell. And again let me remind you … persons like you are here only to serve us to get involved with such nasty things. So you need to learn a lot to get addicted to our private moment. We consider you people to enjoy only what’s inside. We don’t allow a slave to enjoy the outside world like we do. So I assume that you are born to be my slave and die in my inside world. If you die, I wish I can hold your soul inside my smelly pussy. Unfortunately that makes no sense to me. I know you are already in contact with my excrement. Probably it won’t be difficult for you to clean my bottom by toilet paper. But what I am saying is a kind of duty every day you are supposed to do that (laughing).  I can’t order you to eat it right now because you can’t do that now. So at least for your speedy improve, I want you put your face down there at least for 2 hours for today. Don’t drink anything not even my spit drink in that glass. So let’s start today…

Claude        (Kneeling down in front of that, listening obediently)

I took a dump and lock his face tight inside the bowl using the belt which were all for this purpose. He

was panic getting that pungent smell …look like he might not be able to manage it. But I didn’t care

about it. At least he would be there without die. His panic really turned me on. Leaning back in chair, I

was watching him like a TV. I was really out of control seeing the sight of his panic. That day was

considered as the best day ever I realized my sensuality. I was just there  watching him with my

vibrator on my cunt on the leaning chair. The poor guy  was shouting for help. But I didn’t know I was

getting more horny hearing his crying voice. I got sleep with my hand on my crotch creamed with

white jelly which made me have a full sexual desire. Wow..what would happen to me if he is eating

my shit. I just need some more days to watch that most desirable sight. I knew it’s going to happen

very soon. When I woke up after three hour, suddenly I got scared seeing that his body stop moving.

Immediately I loosed the entire belt and pulled him out. He looked very different. When I found him

sleeping, I was so relaxed that my all dream came back with alive. But I was more active to keep him

this way for five hours every day until he begin my fantasy.

Claude-        (in tremble voice, being very weak)   Mistress, I need food…I need food…food.

Sara-        (Domineering voice) slave, don’t dare to let me remind again…you know that…look slave…you will be punished like this until you eat that. Again I am telling you… better you start soon if possible this week if you can, you would get any punish. As for punish, put your face again there and whole night you have to sleep there.

For last week I did the same things. But no improvement I saw. He was too week to move his body.

The energetic medicine was given for his recovery. One day I was so angry that I just made a forceful plan for him.

Sara-        (in aggressive mode) I keep you here not for your fantasy…I know you are enjoying your daily routine. So this week there will be some change. You will like it so much.

       So sit down in that chair. That chair is designed specially only for you. You will know what it’s for.

That chair had very special functionalities controlled by remote that he didn’t know. The moment he

took a seat there, I pressed one special button in the remote which operated automatically to hold him

tightly in all sides including  his legs and hands. Now he could move only his head which I tied by

some rope and used some dental instrument to keep his mouth open. I kept such instruments from

the doctor who did his teeth’s operation. He was shivering with fear on my activities. His tears was

running down his face. Again seeing such cry, I felt sensation over body. I just was doing continue for

what I need. I felt more powerful inside my own very private cottage to do anything the way I want.

To move the chair to my toilet, I pressed another button in the remote. He was right in front of toilet.

Then I was so excite that I sit on the toilet and started to empty my bowels to make a pile of shit on

the bowl. I took my hand gloves to start his first session. I start feeling throbbing around my pussy

while I began.

Sara-        (In sarcastic laugh) I want to see how you manage it. It will be really mess. So let’s see.

Claude-        (fear in eye, trying to get rid of the chair)

It was very hard for me to do such kind of mess. I felt vomit when I saw that bowl full of shit. But I

knew it was my first step to be a professional dominant. I tried the best to do that very nasty things.

So I took one piece of my shit hardly from my bowl by my glove hand. I harried to bring it to Claude’s

mouth. The moment I put this crap on his mouth, the poor guy was just trying to throw it away.

Unfortunately he didn’t have option but to take it on his mouth. I was surprised to see how he

managed it without swallowing. I left him like that for a couple hours. I went for my business work.

That day I had very important business things to do. I left home to attends some session as part of my

job in office. I didn’t have a time to think about what I have done to my slave at morning in middle of

my meetings. I almost forgot about it. At evening there was nothing to do more at my office. I decided

to go home after finishing my duty. I was stunned by the thought of my last morning duty. I asked my

driver to drive the car as fast as to reach home. I was afraid that he would be dead now. It was

opposite when I saw him. He was there in the chair with his empty open mouth. There was nothing

around him. It was clear as before it was.I was just shock to think how soon he did that. He just ate

my shit. I remembered Kathryn’s slave Aran said that I ate your shit because I was hungry. I knew my

slave Claude must be hungry last eight hour. So it was clear that he did it. Wow I was so happy that

he was getting addicted to it. That’s was great. I could not imagine that it happened really …eating

my wastage….

Sara-        (satisfied and delighted) Slave, you are now my toilet slave. You need more improvement. So from tomorrow you will be trained to be professional toilet. You know how important it is for me. I have a plan to use you just like normal toilet. It gives a full meaning of my superiority and living style. I will really enjoy looking at you having your meal. Be ready for tomorrow.

Claude was crying and his body got collapsed on the chair. I untied it using remote control. He just fell

down on the floor once he got loosed. I asked him to take a very nice bath. Next morning I started the

same session. But it was little deferent. I took a dump and tied his head under the toilet seat to reach

the bowl full of shit load inside. He started shouting there. He could not move his body at all. I just left

him there for the whole day. While he was there, I used medical injection for his energy. That was the

right way to keep him alive without any relief of my precious excrement. I continued this routine

for a couple of days. Every day he improved in eating shit out of bowl. One day he was very quiet to

eat his meal without any negative sign on his face. But it took almost one month. So I decided to start

my toilet session next day.

Sara-        (in smile, eye to eye contact) Claude, I am impress that you accept it. Now I am thinking about my regular toilet.  There will be some formalities to take this responsibility. It is your last lesson of your first step. (Serious to elaborate his next action) Slave, look at me and listen carefully.

Claude-        (looking at me with trembling face) yes mistress. Can I ask something before?

Sara-        (In confused but being kind to him) Yes sure. You can ask me anything even you can talk to me like we did before. Only the deferent is you are my permanent slave. Go ahead.

Claude-        (Obediently) yes mistress. I am happy to do everything for you. What are those medicine syringes for?

Sara-        (In smile) it is for your vitamin and to avoid infection. I took a prescription from a doctor for these. You know if I do not do that, you will die soon. I can’t miss you.

Claude-        (In fear) Mistress, I am afraid to die.

Sara-        (In smile but in dominant way) Slave, you change your mind.  if I care about your death, I have to stop what I am doing with you. You know that that’s impossible. Because I have chosen this as part of my living style. And you have nothing in your life. Without my help, you cannot survive.  Now I am using your pathetic life as my pleasure till your death. But I wouldn’t let you die soon…I mean…you have to suffer long (sarcastic smile).So you better get used to it.

Claude-        Yes mistress, I told you that before you start. But it was very hard to think about death after suffering such punishment whatever happened in last month. So I change my mind now. Let me go or kill me now.

Sara-        (Controlling my anger, pretending) My Dear, you know that’s not going to happen. Do you know you don’t have teeth?  I understand you are suffering. But you are doing it for my pleasure. Now you are leaving everything. That’s not fair. (Pretending mode) hey Claude you do not look so good. You need some medicate care.

I gave some sleeping pills to him without knowing to him that he was soon sleeping. I took him by the

wheel chair to my special bedroom. My bedroom was more like Kathryn’s one. Mine was very

functional. Everything in bedroom was designed as per my convenient and for my fantasy. My slave

would be there for his rest of life. I knew still he need more training. There was a room on the base

where the walls and floor was tiled like a bathroom. It was a padded wooden platform, apparently

custom-built. About six inches tall it was, two feet wide, and about six feet long.  At one end was a

wooden box with a toilet seat mounted on it. The seat was the height of a normal toilet.  The platform

was fitted with belts and shackles at the mid-section and at the far end.  In the middle, about where

his ass would be, was a 6" diameter hole with a small plastic Tupperware tub under the hole. I leaned

down and swung the box open.  It was split and hinged horizontally, the bottom of the box was

padded and lined with plastic.  There was a hole on the upper half of the box, now swung open,

revealing the underside of the toilet lid.  There was a half-circular hole in each of the box halves, open

to the padded platform. I laid his sleeping body over there and removed all his cloths. I laid his head

in the box half.  It was thickly padded under the plastic liner, and raised slightly higher than the rest of

the bench, about an inch, maybe two. I buckled the shackles around his wrists and ankles.  Then I

strapped him down with the numerous belts over his chest and belly.  I picked up a thing that looked

like a length of white PVC pipe with a 45 degree angle piece at one end.  I slid the pipe between his

legs and then slid the angle piece completely onto his dick.  The feeling was strange, but not

uncomfortable.  Lastly, I swung the box closed over his head.  His head was completely enclosed. 

The inside bottom of the toilet seat was a fraction of an inch from his nose.  His face, it seemed was

flush with the toilet seat.  His reflection was perfectly clear in the underside of the plastic seat cover.I

was waiting for him to wake up. He opened his eye and tried to come out from there.

Clude-        (In anxious) Mistress, why you keep me here? I know what it is.

Sara-        (In aggressive) So you think you can do anything whatever you want…see Claude, you will be trapped until you accept it as your role. I made a mistake to let you free. But now you will be in my complete control.  I will teach you the last lesson of your first step. (Looking at him)  I am using you like a normal toilet. I can do it anytime. Whenever, you see me, just keep your mouth wide open. First you need to learn how to drink my pee…so be ready for it… (I removed all of my cloth to let him see my whole naked body and then I sit on the toilet seat with my pussy on his month. I started to piss slowly so that he can hold it)….  Are you drinking? …Hold your breath while you drink. Otherwise you will soak to death with my nectar.

Claude was throwing it to avoid drink of it.

Claude-        (Refusing) Mistress I cannot do that. Get me out here (shouting).

Sara-        (In angry) How dare you hate it. You are making a mistake. You will be punished for it. (I brought a V tunnel pipe to put the nozzle inside his mouth). Now let’s see how you do that.(I continued to piss on that V pipe).

Claude was shaking his body vigorously in pain but he was drinking without any disturb my nectar I

smiled at his expression. He looked a little goofy, cross-eyed maybe as he tried to keep his eyes on

the approaching pipe. I whispered his name as he took his first drop and watched his face screw up in

displeasure at the taste. This time I released myself while pissing. It jetted out of me in such force he

didn’t have the chance to back out of another stream. Again I felt a sensation over my pussy seeing

his pain looking face. I just put my fingers on my cunt to get a satisfied sensual feeling. I gave a

sarcastic smile on him when it was over. After remove that pipe, his face and hair were fully drenched

in my piss. It gave a meaningful look. Next I was just ready to shit on his mouth. I asked him to wide

his mouth. While taking a shit on him, I was looking down at him with satisfied desire. It was so

extreme at  the sight. I let out a loud growl of lust and squirted a jet of cunt cream all over his face.

splattering his face,  hair, and the end of the disappearing turd in  hot white  cum. His eyes met mine

for a moment as he saw  me crying  in  ecstasy  but  he didn't  stop  chomping  and  gurgling as  he

continued to eat my foul meal, and  then seconds later  he gulped. He began a series of gulps and

gurgles,  and carried on until her mouth was empty  which he  proved by opening  his mouth back,

and sticking  his brown smeared tongue out, even  running  it over his cheeks to lick some of my

glistening cum. I was sitting there to relax myself. It was the best I realize first time. I wiped my ass

with toilet paper and then like a normal toilet I threw it on his face for his enjoy. He was left there like a

garbage while leaving that room. I came to my bedroom to get laid on bed. I was breathing the fresh

air closing my eye to bring the sight of my slave Claude who was processing this moment my body

food in his stomach right in my own toilet. While on bed, again my finger was inside my cunt.

I heard the wet slopping  of rubbing  my  cunt and looked down briefly  to  see  the blurred piston

movement of my hand as I let  out  a series  of  desperate whimpers. When I woke up in morning, I

saw my hand smeared in very sticky dry cum and also smelled my feminine aroma. I went

back to the toilet. Claude was sleeping there nicely with dry brown face. I felt vomit getting the

pungent smell of my shit filled the room. I was shocked how he was sleeping in middle of such poison

gas. Immediately I switched on the air refresher .to begin my morning session. I continued all of my

sessions  like my morning spit, piss and shit for the while month. At the end of month, he become very

professional toilet slave. So one day morning, I decided to release him from that wooden toilet box.

But I didn’t let him out of my bedroom. I used him as my special functional furniture. He was tied

inside my bedroom. He felt very comfortable there as if he was living in his world. That was true for

me. He was living in my private secret world. He would be trained again for the last step with a few

lessons how to stay in my private life forever.

Sara-        (In smile) Claude, I am not saying the word ‘Slave’. And you are not supposed to say the word ‘Mistress’. Because you will be my sexual thing named as Claude and you are not allowed to go outside. I am only one in your world I means you are permanent in this room. So I will train you how to stay with me. That’s all I need.

Claude-        (In week voice). Thank you Sara. I wish my soul stick to your pussy so that I will be with you anytime while you work or in your personal moments. That’s should be my world. I

Sara-        (in excite) wow, that’s good fairy story. I believe the reason why a person is trained to become a good slave. It’s true what you said. That’s why you learnt everything during training so that after you die, your soul will be inside my hole. You can smell anytime even  while I am in middle of work or I am enjoying my moments. That will happen. Because you will die because of me. Kathryn kept saying that she felt sensation inside her ass or pussy anytime. Because she killed three slaves. Probably their soul was giving her pleasure inside her ass or pussy. (Looking at Claude, in laughing )  Claude, I will keep your soul inside my ass so that you can breathe the pungent smell anytime. It will be a kind of torture to your soul. (In slow voice) I like that very much if it happens that way. But it’s just a fairy thing. Let’s get to the real training. So are you ready?

Claude-        yes I am ready. I will be part of your body.

Sara-        (Like a teacher) See… it’s going to be very different. But it’s nothing difficult. So, while I sleep, your face will be on my pussy and your nose right on my clit to inhale its aroma. Sometimes while I watch TV or do anything… say… doing official work, your face will be right there (pointing to her pussy). I also want you anytime on my ass. I can do piss or shit anytime anywhere in this room. So you will be my moving toilet. That’s all you need to learn.

While I was sleeping at night, his face was right across my crotch. I just kind of swivelled at my waist,

moving back and forth, up, down and around. All the while I was holding his ears with my nails and

Oh, I was having  orgasm, on his face. I gripped the thin saddle with my legs, moved my nails to the

base of Claude neck and head, and pulled hard while thrusting my pussy to his mouth. I dug in really

hard with my nails. Poor things I didn't know how much more of Claude they could take. Oh, I was

having orgasm. Claude continued to suck and tongue me. My body shuddered and I went limp. I just

slept quietly on his face for a while. I could smell my femininity. I knew Claude was getting a really

good smell. I moved and put my pussy over his nose. I moved back a little so he could breathe

through his nostrils. 

Sara-        (fully satisfied, in sleep) Breathe deeply through your nose, Claude, I want your lungs filled with my sweet feminine aroma.  I want you to be able to smell me for whole night.

Next I threw a comforter over the lower half of the bed and got him under the sheet. I tucked the sheet

tightly  around my shoulders and farted. I giggled as Claude spluttered.

Sara-        (In anxious) Inhale deeply and hold your breath each time I fart. You will handle the gas part though. I am going to love having you every night.

I cut another big one. I was laughing. Well it was funny! Claude would be a very good fart filter. I told

him so while laughing at him. It turned him on to be degraded by me. I thought that was awesome! I

did not know how badly the scent was under the cover. I did not want to know either, not by smelling

anyway!

Sara-        (In teasing) Claude are you still alive?"

I asked between his splutters. I cut another one. I bet the air was so thick he could almost eat it.

Sara-        (In teasing) don’t inhale so strongly, Claude. There is enough to last you all night. You can depend on me to add to the, "aroma of your dreams", on occasion. Tomorrow we will have great cheer practice. You may be light headed, more so than usual! You are so much fun, Claude. Uh oh, here comes another one!

I didn’t  know how many farts I cut for my little slave's enjoyment. I gave him a break from under the

covers long enough to savour some delish, Pee of Sara. He seemed to love it when I made remarks

like that to him. I rapidly came to the conclusion that anything degrading, insulting, or my giving him

pain, were things he enjoyed. I was so amazed by that. I did not try to comprehend it, I just enjoyed it.

I made him stay under the covers all night. I have to say, I enjoyed farting. It was also nice to have the

portable pee toilet close by. I am sure he did not suspect I gave him a lot of kicks with my feet and

scratched him many times with my toe nails while being awake and not asleep as I pretended. Next

morning I repeat the same session like I did before. He was just my little pet doing every day my

sexual satisfaction during my sleep time or I used him mostly while I was doing official stuff. He was

stuck with my bottom every minutes of time.

                       Sara’s complete life

Claude and me was old friend. Now he became my secret life partner. I kept him alive just feeding my

shit, pee and spit.  In between my dominant life, I did enjoy my personal moment like staying with

Peter having sex with him whenever I met him in his house. Even Peter and I stayed separately, we

were always in touch. He knows what’s my secret. But he is ignoring it. He always say – every lady

have some secret that is very private to her. So he let me stay in my own mansion where I do enjoy

immensely  with my pet Claude. Sometime I felt bad keeping him inside my bedroom forever. But I

made a habit with it among my other things. All I say it was just style of my living. Unfortunately end

of eight month,  Claude died with open eye and open mouth full of my foul shit due to Kidney failure. I

knew he suffered badly before his death which I didn’t care at all. While he died, I took couple of

picture on  every angle of him. Most of the pictures took the image of only his mouth full of my

precious shit. It was so extreme that I did much orgasm just looking at his death face. I didn’t know

why these image so turned me on. In hospital, the report was stamped with his death cause of some

fatal disease. During that night, Kathryn and I celebrated a party sharing our private things. Next day

Kathryn brought a professional slave for me according to my sexual routine. This way I started living

with my slave. I almost forgot about Claude. But during my official work, I was surprise when I felt

some sensation inside my asshole as if someone was there taking a deep sniff.

… Is that true that Claude’s soul is in my asshole now? I think it’s just my feeling…

So now let me come with end line of my diary as I said before I had something that’s was so special

to my life.