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Alice

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Synopsis: extreme self bondage
Alice had known about bondage almost all of her life, since finding one of her parent’s magazines showing girls in rope

Alice had known about bondage almost all of her life, since finding one of her parent’s magazines showing girls in rope. She didn’t think her parents had found out she had discovered their magazines, and Alice was careful to make sure she always put them back exactly where they were after she had borrowed and read them. Though read may not be the right word, she had devoured them.

 

Since then Alice had been tying herself up as often as she could, having gone to work several times in a crotch rope. Even now she felt sure that every time she wore one, someone could tell, and this made her even hornier, having to relieve herself during her lunch break on a regular occasion.

 

She knew from touring the internet that she could get someone to tie her up, but Alice didn’t want this, she wanted to do it herself, and had planned for months what she was about to do. It was daring, it could be dangerous, but simply thinking about it made her wet.

 

Using ebay Alice had bought metal cuffs, ropes, a gag, a blindfold and several vibrators and plugs. Her most recent acquisition had been the inflatable butt plug that she intended to be using in this task. She had used it twice since it arrived, and already knew that it would not come out of its own accord once in place.

 

Alice had also bought some clothes at the local charity shops, clothes she could tear up and not worry about. This was important, as her own clothes cost a lot of money. She always had to look good in the office, and she spent a lot of money on doing so, which meant her own clothes were perhaps a little too expensive to rip up, though she had considered this option. Instead she had bought a short skirt and a top from the local charity shop, and a pair of training shoes off the market. The whole outfit had cost her a little less than twenty pounds.

 

The hardest thing for Alice to find was also the most integral, a magnetic box which she intended to use to hold the car keys. It took her several weeks to find what she was looking for, but eventually, she had everything she needed. All she needed now, was the right time.

 

This came at August Bank Holiday weekend. Alice realised if she took the Friday off, she would have four days where no-one would miss her or come looking for her, which was much longer than she would need for her task.

 

On the Friday morning the sun was shining, and Alice made her final preparations. She packed all her acquititions into a bag, and placed them into the car ready for her task. Inside the car was a box containing all the keys to the cuffs and padlocks she would be using. A moment of panic swept through her as she realised that if someone stole her car, she would be in deep trouble. But pulling herself together, she placed the box into the glove compartment. As she closed it she knew it would lock, and only when she got the key from the magnetic box, now secured under the arch of one rear wheel, would she be able to retrieve it.

 

Alice had taken a long time in deciding where her task would take place, and in the end, decided on the moors. Even on Bank Holiday weekends the section of the moors she was going to use was not populated too much. A few pick-nickers , but nopthing too much.

 

Dressing in her new clothes, Alice could already feel the dampness between her legs. She wanted to relieve herself, but denied herself, knowing that later, when the task was complete. She would be able to enjoy it even more. She looked at herself in the mirror, and wondered if she should wear underwear, but decided that as all her clothing was going to be torn up, it would be a waste of a good set of underwear, and walked out of the bedroom wearing only the skirt, top and shoes.

 

Leaving and locking the house, Alice moved to the car and started it. This was the time, this was what she had been after for so long, so why did she feel so nervous? Nervous, but so hot, a heat that had nothing to do with the rising sun.

 

The drive to the moors was uneventful, hardly any other cars about, and certainly nothing to make her nervous. She arrived at the starting place and stopped the engine. It was now or never for Alice, either she did this now, or she knew she never would.

 

Picking up the bag of toys, Alice threw her car keys inside the car, and Locked the door. Still not too late, as the spare keys were in the magnetic box under her wheel arch. Thinking hard about her task, Alice walked slowly away from the car, following the footpath she had found a few months ago when searching for the right place. There seemed to be more brambles now, but nothing she didn’t think she could handle. The path wound on for over a mile and a half, and then thinned down so she was fighting trees and bushes as she continued to walk.

 

Looking at her watch it had taken over two hours to get where she was, and still had further to go. If it took this long now, how long would it take on the way back?

 

Eventually after three hours of walking, Alice reached the clearing she was looking for. Looking around she could see nobody close, in fact, she felt she was the only one on the moors, especially in that area. It was now or never, final chance to walk away, go back to the car, and drive home.

 

But Alice already knew she was not going to do this. With some trepidation she slowly removed her top, and started to pull at it, hearing the material start to tear. Moments later the top was useless as clothing, lying in shreds at her feet. Removing the skirt Alice could feel the heat between her thighs, a heat like she had never felt before. How she wanted to touch it, but she knew she had to wait. Only a few hours, and she could have all the relief she wanted.

 

Moments later the skirt, like the top, was in shreds at her feet, neither  garment would ever be useful again. Alice was now naked until she got back home. She considered keeping the trainers on, but she knew that her task was to be totally naked, and so removing them, she closed her eyes, and holding one, she spun with her eyes closed, and threw the shoe without seeing where it landed. The second show followed, and could have been in the same direction or not, she would never know.

 

Now naked and exposed, Alice could no longer turn back. She opened the bag and placed the items on the grass in front of her. First was the gag, this was a large rubber ball with straps coming from the sides, and a small padlock. She knew that once this was in place, her mouth would stay open until she unlocked the padlock, and the keys for that particular lock were in the car, as were all the other padlock keys.

 

Picking up the inflatable plug, Alice stood with her legs apart, and forced the plug into her tight anal passage. Feeling it fill her, feeling the pain as she pressed until it was deep inside. Without a moments hesitation Alice started pressing the bulb that would inflate it, feeling it grow larger and larger inside her. She had wondered how high she should make it, but all ideas of leniency with herself seemed to have disappeared, and she continued to inflate it until she could handle no more. Had she known, she would not have inflated it as much.

 

The next item was the vibrator, turning it on she set it at the lowest level, knowing that this would keep her horny, take her close, but not make her cum, well, not for a long, long time. Placing this between her pussy lips, Alice pressed, amazed at how quickly and easily it slid in. working quickly, Alice tied a crotch rope in place, to hold the vibrator in place, making sure it was as tight between her legs as she could make it.

 

Almost immediately Alice wanted to turn the vibrator up, but denied herself this pleasure.

 

Now for the ropes. Alice picked up the first of the two smaller ropes, and placed it under her right breast, pulling it around and tying a knot at the tope, pulling the rope hard, so that her breast was tied as tight as she could get it. Touching her breast Alice realised she had never felt them harder, and smiled as within minutes the breast started to change colour, turning slightly purple. It would turn darker in the passage of time. Having tied one breast, Alice wasted no time in repeating this on her left breast, again feeling it hard under her touch. Having tied her breasts many time in the past, Alice knew that the pain she would feel when the blood flshed back, would be immense.

 

Picking up another piece of rope Alice turned to her knees. Wrapping the rope around her legs just above the knees, she pulled it quite tight, and tied a knot, before wrapping the rope around another twice, each time tying a knot. She tried to open her legs, but it was a futile attempt, they would not open, and in fact, with them tied like this, Alice could feel greater pressure from both the butt plug and the vibrator.

 

Almost done, she thought, as she picked up the first set of leather cuffs. She fastened these around each ankle, making sure they were tight enough not to be able to pull off.

There was no chain to hold these together, just the padlock, which once in place, would make walking impossible. Alice had never intended being able to walk back to her car, she was going to have to crawl. Closing the padlock Alice knew now that no matter what else she did or didn’t do, it was going to be a long, long time before she could reach her car, and safety.

 

Laying at her feet were the last pair of cuffs, and the blindfold. She had fully intended to use the blindfold, but now realised that if she did, she may never find her car. The trail to where she now was, was hard enough with sight, impossible without. Strapping the leather cuffs to each wrist, this was the moment of truth. Once Alice placed her hands behind her, and locked them in place, she could not even use her hands to crawl back to the car, it was going to be a snake crawl. She could, of course, lock them in front of her, but, then she was not going to do so, that would, in her own mind, be cheating.

 

Placing her hands behind her, Alice struggled at first, but soon had the padlock in place. One click, and she was helpless, totally. Even as she knew the click would be the last thing she could do from free will, Alice knew she had to do it. It wasn’t much, just a simple click. It sounded louder than anything she had ever heard before, though she realised that this was simply because it was a finality she had never tried before.

 

Now, Alice was helpless, her only way out was to reach her car, get the keys, and release herself, but her car was four miles away, through brush and brambles. And walking was not an option, it was going to have to be a snake crawl.

 

Laying on her side and bending her knees, Alice leant all of her weight on them, and pushed, feeling herself move forward, falling on her tied breasts, but moving three feet forward. This was going to be slow work, and the sun above was hot, making her sweat. Again she bent her knees, pressed down and felt herself move forward a little, feeling the ground beneath her brushing her breasts. This was not something she had considered, by the time she reached her car, her breasts were going to be badly scoured by the ground.

 

Alice wished she had not been so confident now, she now knew that the chances of getting back to her car in four hours, was more than a little ambitious. Again and again she bent her knees, pressing herself the three feet forward, landing each time on her tied breasts, feeling the dry earth like a file on her nipples. Maybe, if she screamed for help someone would rescue her?  But the gag, and the remoteness of her situation would stop anyone finding her, she had to do this herself, there would be no early release.

 

After an hour, Alice had managed to traverse less than a hundred feet, not that she knew the time, only that her breasts were already sore, as were her anal passage and pussy, the constant bending of her knees was making the twin insertions hurt, but there was to be no escape.

 

Slowly, painfully, Alice snaked her way across the moor, after three hours having managed much less than she had planned. There was a sudden coldness, and dark clouds passed overhead. “oh God, not rain. Please not rain” she screamed into her gag, as the clouds started to release their content. Rain had not been forecast, but here it was, turning the ground under her softer.

 

The soft ground slowed her down, and over the next hour Alice managed less than eighty feet. She knew instinctively that she would never make it back to her car that night if she continued at this rate.

 

Using a tree, she managed to get back on her feet, her intention was to hop, or jump, her way to freedom.

 

This did allow her to move faster, even though she could feel the plug, vibrator and her breasts move with every jump. She was at least moving faster now, but she knew she had perhaps gone a step too far with this task.

 

The rainfall lasted two hours, by which time Alice was cold, wet, and in severe pain. The plug filling her anal passage was hurting, the vibrator was still humming inside her, but her ankles, with all this jumping, were in severe pain. She wanted to curl up and die, but her sense of self survival was more paramount.

 

The ground was mud beneath her, and several times Alice had fallen. With no control over  her body, she had fallen on her side, on her back and on her front, the falling on her back the worst, as her hands were cuffed behind her, which meant she fell on them.

 

Alice suddenly realised that daylight was fading. By her own reckoning, she had now been struggling for at least eight hours, and her car was still miles away. This was not going to be an easy task, but now, with darkness moving in, was going to be much harder.

 

Totally drained from her efforts, Alice was now having problems staying awake, the darkness closing in even faster on the moors, no street lights to help her. Her last sight before her eyes closed, were the magnificent view of the night stars.

 

Alice had no idea how long she slept. It was still dark, she was very, very cold, and knew she had to make some movement. Her legs felt like lead, her breasts hurt more than she could ever imagine they would, had she been able to see them, she would have seen how dark that had become. And worst of all, she needed the toilet, totally impossible thanks to the butt plug. She prayed to any Diety she could think of, none came to her assistance.

 

Once again she forced herself to her feet, and set off, the ropes, the cuffs, everything causing more and more pain and frustration.

 

Alice could not count the times she had fallen over by the time the sun started to rise again. Only when it had risen could she see the dirt her body had picked up. She was coated in dried mud, her breasts felt as if they were no longer hers, and though the vibrations had stopped, she could still feel the thing inside her, now, more of a painful annoyance than anything.

 

Though Alice struggled, she still did not make it back to her car the second day. Her stomach was cramped with the need to use a toilet, the bouncing when she jumped was causing more and more pain, and she slumped to the floor in desperation more than once.

 

Once more darkness surrounded her, and Alice cried herself to sleep. How much longer could she handle this? How much more pain and suffering could she take? How much longer to her car?

 

Had she known where she was, and had the courage to go one, Alice would have found her car just  ten minutes later. The night was cold, very cold.

 

The sun had gone around nine at night, and took all the heat with it. Alice had not eaten for two days, not drank anything,  her body was sore, her intestines full, and her mind wandering. She dreamed of warm nights in front of the fire, hot coffee fresh from her machine, hot beef and onion baguettes.

 

It was three days later that she was found. Her car only yards away, but, whatever could have forced a young woman to lie down and die so close to freedom?

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