Subject: Kaeng

Date: Monday, October 30, 2006 8:48 AM

From: Dale Gutzman <maipenraikhap@sbcglobal.net>

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Conversation: Kaeng

Kaeng  by dale10

            One of the most interesting and mystifying aspects of my work

with boys is how willing they are to degrade and humiliate themselves for

the slightest chance at stardom. I know that the casting couch is common in

America and Europe as well, but the idea that if a boy can suck  cock or

open up his ass, that that will qualify him to be a pop star or a movie

star..is mind boggling. And yet is had been done for hundreds of years. We

have records of boys auditioning with sex back to Shakespeare's time. Its so

fucking easy for a producer or director in theatre to get a boy to put

out...if the boy thinks he has even the slightest chance of being a star.

Stupid isn't it? But I am so grateful it works, because it has made my life

a pleasure. I have fucked hundreds of boys using the pretext that I spotted

their talent, and they might be able to make it in show business.  The ruse

is even more delicious because you know you are just using the lie to get at

the boy's ass and mouth and that he will be dropped back into the street

when you are through..with an asshole turned into a pussy, a mouth turned

into a cunt, and his self esteem totally destroyed.  Its his own fault

really for being so stupid in the first place, and he should have guarded

his sexuality more carefully...the very fact that he was willing to part

with it for a chance at stardom shows that he is a little slut at heart

anyway and deserves what he gets. I am sure you will agree. There is the

well known story of the hunky teenage sitcom star who had to give his ass

and mouth to every male on the set of the award winning show. He was so

fucked up by the experience, that he is now a well known born again

Christian. His initials are C.K. And the word is he was fucked every day

they filmed by the star and director and producer of the show.

         One of my latest examples of this was a healthy sixteen year old

named Kaeng.  I met Kaeng at a dance club in Bangkok with his girlfriend.

When Kaeng found out I was a director of theatre and film, he went nuts. He

kept following me around the club, ignored his girlfriend and kept telling

me how he would like to be the next ""action hero""  in the movies. He told

me he could do stunts and kick box and would work hard for me.  Finally I

laid it on the line for him. I told him that if he was willing to do a photo

shoot for me naked...as I liked "Poo chai"  (young boys)  that I would  put

him in my next show or film and introduce him to famous producers.  At first

he clammed up and went away. He said he was not gay and could not pose

naked.  But about thirty minutes later he sought me out and told me he would

pose naked for photos but I could not do anything to him...no sex.

            They so often start out this way...no sex...and soon I have them

eating out my ass.  He asked could his girlfriend come along or another

friend of his to be safe. I said absolutely not, he had to trust me. How

could we work together in films if he didn't trust me?  Well that is the

genesis of this photo series...First I got the kid bare assed on my bed. He

is delicious to look at, and would actually make a decent pop star. I had

him pose for me...then I threw him a black rubber butt plug.

I told him to lick and suck the butt plug so I could get some good facial

shots of him. At first he refused...but I said since he wasn't going to

really suck dick, he had to at least suck the butt plug.  So he complied and

I think he looks damned hot doing it.  I forget to mention that I had not

washed the butt plug since it had been up the ass of a thirteen year old boy

the night before.  Oh well...so I forgot.

     I kept urging Kaeng on..."come on Kaeng, look as if you really love

it...lick that plug...now suck on it like it is candy...smile at the camera.

Oh you have a great face for the movies...show me your winning personality

Kaeng..."  that kind of shit. Meanwhile my prick is rubbing a hole in my

trousers.   This sixteen year old straight boy is willingly degrading

himself to try to get into showbusiness. It was so fucking freaky.

     We took a break and I gave the kid some alcohol to loosen him up.  He

asked about my work, and I spun some tales for him and made some vague

promises.  Then We resumed our shoot. I had him suck and lick the plug some

more, then told him to rub the plug on his asshole for me. He freaked out

and it took ten minutes to convince him to do it. I had to tell him he had

done really well so far, but now he either did this for me, or he should

just get out and forget the whole thing.  I reminded him that I had not

forced him to come to my room to do this.

    I finally got the young stud to spread his legs and show me the teenage

asshole that would soon be a pussy. I really felt the need to unman this

boy..to break him down. He kept making me promise I would never show the

sexual photos to anyone, as he rubbed the black rubber plug over his

beautiful puckered asshole.  Of course the next step was to get him to fuck

it into his asshole for me. I told him that most young potential stars have

sex with me..and that I reward them by helping them with their careers...but

that I would respect his wish to not have sex, and that he would only have

to put the plug into his ass for me. he moaned and complained, but I could

tell he was mine.  He started to work the plug up into his teenage asshole.

He said it hurt and wouldn't go in. I told him to lick and suck it some

more...to cover it with spit. He asked if he could have some cream or

something to put on it, and I said no...only his spit.

     I can't describe to you the thrill of watching a teenage boy shoving

something up his ass.  It is so totally degrading for the kid...there is no

way around it. You know that this boy has never done anything like this

before...and here he was humiliating himself by shoving a butt plug up his

tight, tender, virgin asshole for you. I kept telling him what a good job he

was doing. You have to give the little sluts encouragement every step of the

way. 

"That a boy..just a little more. Come on, you can get a little more in

there.."  Even the toughest boy will cry and tell you its just too big and

he cant get any more in...and you have to keep urging him on.  "Just a

little more...one more inch..come on."  And of course you are not satisfied

until the entire plug is buried in his asscunt and he is laying there with

his tits heaving, exhausted and uncomfortable and totally embarrassed while

you snap photos.  What have you done to this boy?  He will be changed

forever by the experience.  I even had the audacity to say to him.."You're

girlfriend should see you now...how handsome you look",  and the little

boycunt is lying there with a plug up his teenage ass. He has assfucked

himself.

    Well, at this point , he so wanted it to be over. He kept asking me if

he could take it out now and finish.  Of course not...I made him get up on

his hands and knees and show me the plug up his pussy that way. I told him

to arch his back and push his ass out toward the camera..the ultimate

humiliation...or so he thought,.  At this point I had no interest in his

dick or balls...I only wanted to turn him into a girl.  I wanted to unman

this healthy sixteen year old boy.  I told him to fuck the plug in and out

of his ass while I took photos.  He was sobbing I think by now, but in a

quiet, pathetic way. I started to rub his ass, telling him what a fine star

he would make and how much money he would make...and he pumped his boyhole

with the plug. Look at the beautiful degrading photo of this teenager

fucking his own ass with a plug.

   At a certain point, I knew I would get no more from him on this night. A

clever boy seducer has to be aware of that.  So I told him to get dressed. I

didn't say anything, and after he was dressed, he asked me about his career.

I told him he had real potential, but I was unsure because of his

unwillingnes to be kind to me sexually. I told him to become a star, a boy

has to want it badly enough to do almost anything to get it.  He responded

that he had done everything I asked.  I said..."yes, but suppose a wealthy

film producer is willing to let you star in his film, but he wants you to

suck his cock first...what will you do?"  That shut him up.  I gave him my

card and told him to go home and think about it and call me in a few days.

   A few days later, he returned, ready to give me that beautiful ass of

his..and ready to have his first taste of dick.  I knew then that I could

take him all the way to the bottom.